i'm so tired

heartache...
T.T

currently i realy vyvy sad..bt nobody understand me
wat can i do...
i'm so tired...
i tired of everything...
my love...
my studies..
my life in k.l...
i realy tired of everything now...

i dun hope to face it..
bt..in fact ..i nid to face evething....
y!!!

my love...
he is a guy tat i love...our story vy sweetz...be4 i came to k.l...
after i came to k.l..everything seem like change...
he din love me &care me anymore..
i dun wan be stupid gal...

my studies..
i jz can say..all is my fault...becos i din put effort on it...=(

my life in k.l..
abt my housemate..
i m so sorry...
i duno hw to communicated v them...as wat my frenz say..
seem like they nt vy like me..mayb hate me...i duno..
bt ....they let me feel it...
y...

all stay together...if u all dislike me..cn tel me..
i cn accept 1...or i wil move out...
jz want all of my housemate honest to me....

haiz...

arrrh...
so many bad thing came to me recently...
i realy so tired...
i miss my home town..i miss when i in secondary skul tat time..
no any pressure...

if time allow...i realy hope cn go bk tat time v duno each other....
bt its imposible..
i knw..

tdy when i woke up...
i din c any masg & cal from U...
then i understand everything d....
finally..i realy gv up d..
from now..i wil try my best dun pick up ur call..

I WANT 4GET U ..MR.LEE..

i promise myself...
this is a 1st time n oso the last time i tears for u ....
!!!

it will nt happend anymore!!

i'm so tired..