buzy buzy buzy!!

recently realy quite buzy..

becos..all assigment n presentation ..non stop coming...

haiz...

videography - shooting video (intro mass comm)

presentation skill - drama

prepress -assigment present & brochure , afterthat need ( present)

glt - final exam (essay)

intro to mass comm - 2mr presentation...(v bt lecturer)

gosh!!!!!!!

realy no enuf time 4 us now..

i thnk to cry now..

pressure...

2mr presentation again..group presentation..

but...

our group last minit ...haiz..

sorry...i stupid cnt help anything...

haiz...

untiil now..our group stil nt yt prepare...i realy feel nervous...

2mr waiting GG.==

our drama on next week..hw cum so fast!!dance step oso din hav...wat oso no!!

wth!!haiz...

waiting GG again..

all waiting GG

my life waiting GG la...

**last 9 i went pool part...shit!!wat a shit party i went!!!!!!!**

next month mayb i want to remove house d...

my housemate them stil wan thinking...bt i duno y they wan thinking d...

sum say 1..some say dun wan...

i oso vy confuse....

bt if more cheap ...y dun wn try move..

bt up to them la..

i no comment..

if they dun wan move.i wil try to find other ppl....

its ok =)

currently i oso seldom chat v him d..he told me tat my sista 17th wil com k.l find me..i damn happy la...

sis..i wait u ..shreentan...^^

my sis ask he come too...

duno..swt ...==

I'M TOTALLY TIRED!!!!!!

god please bless me all the best ...

no matter in my frenship ,my studies,my family,everything ...

please bless me all the best =)

**is time to diet.bt i stil eat non stop....cham nia...GG lo....hahha....

HOW TO BECUM THIN & PRETTY..

i realy need kne the skill....hahha **

love hometown so much~

yea..

i come back from my hometown adi...

i enjoyed n happy when at hometow ** ALOR STAR*

a sweet's place i grow up..

expeacially is my HOME...

i cn met v my mummy & daddy..

this is my most happy 's at ther...

& my BTC sista...

love them so much...~

friday was my mum birthday ..

so i gift her a vy expensive present(for me is quite expensive)

bt its ok...

i love my mum...

n v had dinner 2gether...^^

then..friday nite...i met v my BTC sista at FLAMINGO...

a great nite v had...

wow...

v take many picture on tat nite...

hahhaha..

happy & high....

bt tat nite i drunk d...

bt its ok...

HAPPY ENUF...

(babe....wait me go bk again..v go high again...next station..69..)

saturday..

go penang v may...

becos wan find our sista SHREEN TAN..

lol...

tat day for me is unforgotable day...

i drive to penang..!!!!!

this is point..

IS MY FIRST TIME...DRIVE TO PENANG...

like tat feeling so much..

i think...

i stil wil try next time..^^

after penang...

i go STARGARDEN v my frenz..

en...

i knew many many thing..jz i try to be quiet...

haiz... quite sad tat nite...

tdy morning...

chat v 'frenz'

haiz...i felt uncomfortable..

ya..i should wake up early...

tdy i jz realise tat...I JUST A STUPID GURL...

he does'nt love me...he are plying me...i duno wat his mind thinking now..its vy hard to understand he this kind of people..from start until now,act he dint trust me at all ,he had told me many thing ,duno y i felt heart broken,sad..(i duno he just say for fun or jz want me angry or tats is truth)..T.T

bt y i stil keep miss him n love him...

i wil try to forget it & slowly put down...~i should do tat~

haiz...

ntg else can say ....

FUCK!!!

**shreen tan...duno y ..i feel our distance seem like so far...feel our frenrelationship nt same like b4..y..mayb is me think so much d....haiz...bt i realy sad...becos u r my sista tat i care i love...T.T)

anyway....

I LOVE MY HOMETOWN SO MUCH...

haha...EVERYONE SAID ' I FAT JOR'

ARRH~~~~~~

I WAN SLIM BACK & PRETTY MORE!!

HOW NERH....

hope to be charming n pretty more...seriously...

feel my self recently look so worse...sad..!!

I WILL CHANGE!!!!!!!!

stop it!!!

我不懂该如何形容我最近的心情。。

其实。。。

我真的已经没什么了。。

可是那个女的。。

为什么总是爱乱想。。。爱误会。。颠倒是非。。

几岁了。。。

我真的搞不懂你。。

既然你这样放不开。。

你就去找回他啊。。

一方面说会成全我和他。。一方面又跟人家说我跟他好回了。。然后patern。。

唉。。。

我只想说。。。

在这三角关系。。

其实不是我一个人错到完。。

不要说到我一个人错到完。。。其实我们三个也有错。。

每个人也有每个人的问题。。。。不然都不会发生这种事情。。

爱情的东西很奇妙。。。感觉要来时。。。没有人可以阻挡。。

既然我现在都放了。。

难道你好不开心。。。是不是要弄到我跟他没有朋友做，你才开心？？

如果是。。。我无言。。。

我也没有扮可怜。。也不需要。。。

希望你也是。。别再颠倒是非~

你们是会好回的。。。

但。。。别再把我扯进去！！！

谢谢。。。~

我的天。。

唉。。。

我真的累跟你们。。

我自己也有男朋友。。

而且我的男朋友很爱我。。。

结婚对象也是他。。。

这样的答案。你是否满足。。。？

请你停止一切你幼稚的行为。。

我不是好惹。。

就算误会。。。也请你有证据才来说。。。

不然就diamdiam啦。。

我的人耐有限度。。。

我从来没有这样忍过一个我不认识的女人。。。

一切真的够了。。

停止了。。~

好的开始~

可能这一切对我来说是很好的开始。。

刚才跟hiao eh carmen 聊天。。。

哈哈。。

结果我放下了。。

觉得自己也没有这样想他了。

可能我就是那种。。。‘我爱你会直到你不爱我的那天’

一旦你对我反感不爱我。。

我也不会再爱你。。

哈哈。。

所以。。对我来说也是好事。。

i promise tat i wont find u anymore..

^^

谢谢hiao eh 帮我弄brochure

Hiao eh...

thx 4 helping me..

i love u.....

hope our frenship 4ever...^^

真心对待一个人真的很重要。。

可是也得看对方是否你值得这样做。。。

朋友我爱你们。。

家人。。我更爱。

虽然这次回hometown

起初。。四分之一。。是为了他。我想见他。。。一面也好。。

可是。。

我不去想这样无畏的东西了哦。。。

我不会打扰他的世界。。

只要他过得好。。

一切就足够。

~依然还是朋友~

**for sum1..

plz stop ur stupid idiot action..

u should be happy becos u met me..

plz dun owayz blame me..n he...thx!!!!

u should happy i nt to argue v u ....

if change other...sure fight v u til 9696..

bt..realy plz stop ur idiot act...

u look like polite...age matured.

bt HOW COME UR STUPID MIND SO CHILDISH...

i jz 18 years old.

bt I MATURED THAN U ...

talking way...thinking way

oso mature than u !!!!

oh gosh...

dun try to challenge me...thx!!!!**

wher is my mr.right

haiz...

tdy i damn bored..

ntg to do...

i get food poisoning again.....

damn suffer..

'eat wat o wat'

T.T

so tnite party ..cancel..

hope 2mr cn go la..^^

whole day keep 0n9..

hahaha..

boom on fb..

tat i wanna married..

alamak...

i stil young....i stil gt many choice...

the important is ...

I STIL NT PLY ENUF!!!

lol...

bt i like tat feeling i telling tat big jokes....

sorry my frenz...

bt all my ji-mui they knw i m plying..

understand me so gao lat....muahahaha...^^

jz nw in phone v he...

erm...

i duno hw describe tat feeling i hav...

aiyar..think so much 4 wat la...

i feel my self slowly slowly dun love he n 4get he d.

hope i cn success la..

**even i stil care abt him *

he n his gf wil good back eh..^^

i wishes them 996....^^

n i vy understand me n he is imposible..

en....

i wil try less post his thing..^^

i said be4 d..i wil appreciate who vy love me..

i wont becos of a guy then gv up everything ^^

My Mr.right....

wher r u ..???^^

life should be happy

The 3rd day my life without u ...

hmm...

i admit tat this 3 day i vyvy miss u ..

bt i cant do anthing..

just can MISS YOU...

i act like ntg...act like i m happy ..

bt i knw myself...

still can put down at all...

i adi try my best ...

bt...i lose.........

this 3 day..i wil suddenly woke up at 6sumthing in the morning..

because...i hope cn received ur msg or any miss call..

ur number appear on my hp screen..i will happy...

bt.

in fact....

NOPE....

everytime i woke up..i saw nothing..then dissapointed...

then slept again...

in fact....this is good 4 me i knw...

as wat my frenz say

NTG is IMPOSIBLE...

time cn change everything...

time oso cn let me put down all the things..

i knw...

tdy ...i woke up...i felt happy...

because...i nt vy miss you d...slowly slowly forget u ...

clap hand 4 me...hiak hiak ^^

tdy i din go class again...

bt i nt skip...

is ....i kena FOOD POISONING again..

T.T

i go toilet til bo lat....T.T

i want go present tdy...i want..

haiz...

bt it will change to next week....

T.T

2 day more ..i wan go bk my sweetzhome d..

yeah..

cn meet my family d..cn meet my btg's sista d...

yeah yeah yeah...

happy...^^

life should be happy....^^

解脱~

感觉整个人松去了。。

可能。。因为你给我了交待。。

而这个答案。。

我也是早就知道了。。

**朋友**

兜兜转转。。。

我们还是回到了原点。。

就是朋友。

但我还是希望。。

你跟他好好跟他一起。。

因为他才是你的幸福。。。

你也不可能会爱我很久。。对吧。。细细。。

我的心终于没有这样‘卡’了。。

谢谢你向我交代一切。。

我不后悔爱你。。

因为对我来说。。这一段日子。。是我很珍惜。。也很开心。。

因为有你。

在彼此心里留下最深刻的美好回忆。

虽然回忆不会长久。。但对我来说。。却是永远都这么美好。。。

但是。。谢谢我们曾经相爱。。有一段轰轰烈烈的爱情。。

我爱你。

也是最后一次我说爱你了。。

失去了你。。

我会更加爱惜自己。。

也不会再走错路。。

曾经我为了你放弃了很多爱我的男人。

我保证。。

我真的要选一个。。好好恋爱了。。

**绝对不会再爱上有女友的男人**

曾经拥有就好。

打从一开始。。

我已经预算到我们会有这一天。。

所以这一次。。我对你的爱。。。我们的爱情。。看得很开。。

不该执著。。

接下去的日子。。

我一定要过得更好。。

我会想你。。

你对我很好很贴心很疼我。。

谢谢。。。

i miss u so much...

但我还是会控制自己。。

解脱。这次真的解脱了。。

我的生活终于变得简单多了。。

对我来说。。。

其实也是个好事。。

今天终于可以好好睡一觉了。。

我的生活又是新的开始。。新的挑战了~

我要好好充实自己。。改变自己到最好。。

要减肥。。要变美。。

哈哈哈。。。

blek...xd

ELVY SOON 回来了。。~

love drunk

damn down..
this is a 3rd days i drink beer..n get drunk d...
wat the...
bt nw my mind is clear..i stil cn bloging...

me at josee house now..
becos i hate the feeling when i m alone..
becos i wil think nonsense's thing...

i miss him alot..
v din contact whole day...he din find me..
tats gud...
mayb he should calm down n think properly few day..

i dun wan disturb him anymore..

n i felt so sorry to he n his gf..
sorry...

i sad whole day..
heart so pain now...
bt i cant do anything..

jz cn accept it ...

i wil gvup u..all my sista totally agree...
i dun wan get hurt anymore..
i must protect myself..

i feel happy tat ..he told my sista tat he love me....
this already enuf to me..
realy..
i love u too..

but sorry...
i cant 2gether v u ..

i knw wat i m doin now...
i love u ..bt i cant be v u ..

tats all...

i wil try gv up...n 4get u..

*i love drunk...becos cn 4get all my sadness...**

面对现实。。

两天了。。

我的心情还不能复合。。

因为我知道我是真地爱了。。

爱上了一个我不该爱的人。。

而这个人。。我早就预算到。。随时我都应该放掉。。

而我最不想发生的事情。。也最好奇的事情。。

终于发生。

我不想发生。。是因为我不想这样快失去你。。

我好奇。。是因为。。我想知道到了这一步。。你对我的爱是怎样。。

一切都提早的发生了。。

我该怎么办。。

我现在只想把自己麻醉。。回到当初。。

如果当初一切都没开始。。会几好呢。。

也不用搞到三个都这样辛苦。。

对不起。。

因为我的介入。。影响了你们。。

我也知道到最后你的选择还是他。。

刚才打了给你。听了你的声音。。我自己也感到安慰。

至少我不用再等。。

那个结果。。还是一样。。

只是我想要你亲口说。。

好让我好过点。。

我真的会放弃。。

因为这一刻。。大家都该面对现实。。

没有再有逃避的地步。

这一刻。。

我可以感受。。你也放弃。。你选择他。。

这也是我早就明白的东西。。

你不想跟我说结果。。

只是再想更婉转的方式来告诉我。。

我只想说。。

不需要。

我喜欢直接。。至少还有一个朋友做。。

我心痛。

我想哭。但是我告诉自己我不可以。

我忍得好辛苦。。

我也相信。。过了今天。。

一切真的打回原点了。。

伤心也伤心过了。。。开心的绿珊也是时候回来了。。

至少我们曾经开心一起过。你对我好。。一切的一切。。

都变成最美好的回忆。。

从今开始。

我的世界再也没有你。。

你们的世界再也不会有我。。

对不起。。打扰了。。

我知道你很爱她。。珍惜吧。。。

而我。。

也会学会慢慢放。。

大家还是朋友。。如果不介意。。

还是一句。。

一切从新开始。。不要再想了。。

开心吧。。elvysoon

时间会冲淡一切。。

**4 sum 1..if u realy wan marry v me..k...i do...next year i will engage v u ...will u happy...**

lonely~

i get home d...
v plan tat wan go genting 1..bt at last oso cancel jor...
i feel abit sad n dissapointed...
jz abit only...=)

becos they gt sumthing need to do..
dun worry..
i wont blame any1...
work more important...^^

i jz sad..becos i cant c he d...
bt i appreciate the day when v meet...
miss tat moment so much~~
love u ..bt..please dun treat me so good...
i scare ...i wil getting deeply....

haiz..
dun think so much better....
jz 4get abt it..

haiz...
my mum phone me ...ask me y my money all gone...
haiz..
sorry mum..

i will control d...
^^
love u ..

**sumbody sy wn mrd v me...swt..haiz..no rsp..bs i dk wn gv h wt rsp!!!!**

I FEEL LONELY NOW

is time to study hard d...~

fcking tired

finally...tdy our presentation was pass ...haha.
bt i vy tired..becos i jz sleep 1 hour only..
i wanna be super girl d...

hahah..

last 9 i vyvy enjoyed v my sista them..
bt..the fucking noob club...MIST ...
i wont go anymore...

its suck!!!

damn boring...
bt luckily...i stil got my sista them~
last 9 i had drink some beer..
its high!!!

after clubing..
v went to ktv..
wow...awesome's place..
act...its 4 uncle la..bt...
i dun care...its quite suitable me..haha.
bt doesn't mean tat i am anuty nah...hiak hiak ^^

me n yun yun damn high ther last 9..
wow..
realy high..
finally...i cn felt tat high feeling..
its nice..
bt i knw..cant often go ther...if nt wil die ...haha..

v finished our ktv,i think is 7am...oh gosh!!
then reahed damansara already 8am..
i jz slept on car 1 hour...
then go bk damansara (my hostel)bath n prepared..
gosh!!
deng ah...

i realy fucking tired
bt i try my best n do my best in our presentation....
after presentation..i oso went back my hostel sleep d..

until now..i realy hav ntg to do...
wat the ah...
so boring here..n so tired.

i want to sleep !!!!!

sad &happy

jz 1 day din update my blog..
bt i felt aleard long time ago d...muaha..
when i start suka bloging nerh..
==

i felt happy when saw he..
hiak hiak...
dun talk abt he d...

i m sad tdy..
i felt guilty &sorry to my monther..
becos i seem like wasting her money...

i m bad gal..==

i din pay attension on my studies..
sorry my dear mum...

i wil change my bad habit...i wil try..

i dun wan she wil dissapointed at me...

i wil try my best....

i loveu my mum <3


last 9 i had meet my dear chowtong..
damn happy..
i miss he n chee hian alot..
finally i had meet them last 9..

v stil same..
brother..
wat oso cn chat..haha...
happy....happy..

duno when v jz cn meet d...
i hope as fast as posibble...^^

tnite i gonna go clubing v my sista them..
this time sure vy happy..
becos all my sista on jor..
happy..excited..

i promise tat ..
after tdy i wil stop club d...

haha..

^^

i feel vy panic now..

oh shit!!!

i realy vyvy panic now...wat cn i do..

god ah god plz bless me....
i need ur bless...

tuesday

Today no skul nerh...
i m happy....
bt i stil need come to skul ...

i woke up in morning 11 sumthing...hehe..
then..after prepare...
i come to skul d....
i wait my group mate them at canteen..

after tat swynne come meet me..becos later v wan join a event...sumthing like photo shooting...
erm...

reach 2 pm...v oso go register n they help us make up ,set hair....
then...take pic...
lol...

wish me good luck la..

bt i nt vy like the hair he set 4 me..
seem like aunty nerh...=(

is ok la..jz take 4 fun nia....^^


i feel so excited...this thursday ...
haha..
clubing again..
this time more fun....becos...all my sista mayb cn go..
i hope they cn go...
dun out me aeroplane again..
hope...^^

i wan dance v them..
long time din meet all my sista d..
yeah..

summore..
my dear wil come to k.l on this thursday..
i vy happy bt i oso vyvy worry...=(
becos ....
anyway..GOD PLZ BLESS ME...BLESS ME EVERYTHING WIL BE GOOD...

cham lo.
i hav no money d..cham nia...=(

LIFE SUCK

had bad news here..
our presentation was fail..
v need to present again..
WTF..
i was so tired..

i believe tat all my group mate oso same...
v adi try our best ..
bt fail jor tat presentation.

haiz....
duno y ..i began hate our lecturer...
oh no..

haiz..

i slept 4 or 5 hour jz now..
bt i feel i gt nt enuf sleep at all..
think to sleep again..

2mr still need meeting nerh..aiyo....

haiz..duno y...
currently...i feel tat i was lost myself...
i duno wat should i do..wat i want.who i love d...
i cant found out tat answer..
its stil same - COMPLICATED

if continue like tat..
i think 1 day i sure will mad..

haiz..

LIFE SUCK!!

a good day 4 me...

tdy i feel quite happy....
becos..i woke up early..
becos...i dun wan late for meeting anymore..i dun wan all of them blame me...
i woke up on 8am...after prepared i direct come to skul d..

tdy no skul..
our college jz hav few ppl only...
i alone sitting on clc's cafe on9 & taking my breakfast now...
erm...feeling good...

i never try take breakfast alone...
hahaha...

lol...i waiting for them gt 1 hour...bt its ok la..
luckily gt mr.thosmas acc me..muahaha..
so happy got he this fren^^

they all reach skul d...v oso go library 4 discussion...
erm...
i totally vy tired d...bt its ok...2mr no meeting so i cn sleep late..^^
hehe..

haiz...i m so fat now...hw cn i do nih..cham lo..
face becum vyvy chan lo...
damn sad..

hehe...

tdy is a nice day ^^

a gud news for me..
is...
i din miss he adi..
good...

altot he din gv up me..
bt i think..i slowly gv up he d...
erm..nt bad.
good..
i like it...

last 9 receive a present from mr.A
hahah..
thx so much...
he knw i vyvy unhappy...
so he try his best to make me happy...
thx alot....^^

**sexy is my name **
hahhaha..

tdy i so happy even i vy tired...

tnite duno wan cook anot...
save money!!!!!

mis my mummy & daddy so much now.

n my best frenz too...cooper tong..
he come bk malaysia d..bt i cant meet he ...
sad.

i hope he fast cum k.l find me...
i miss he deadly....=(

我累了。。我哭了。。

从来不爱哭的我。。。
我很难哭泣。。

但今天眼泪却不停的掉落。。
今天我却变了大哭包。。。
觉得自己真的累了。。

感觉身边的人一个一个的离开了我。。
我还是一个人。。
没有朋友。。我的朋友全部不喜欢我。。。
我的housemate不喜欢我。。

我真的不想去care..
告诉自己要坚强。。但我却想放弃的念头了。。。
我不喜欢这里的一切。。
我承认我笨。。我英文不是很好。。。。我懒惰。。。
唉。。。

我真的累了。。。
我真的很想回家。。回属于我的地方。。
我的姐妹。。

我现在的心情。。。除了哭。。我真的不知道能做什么了。。。
天啊。。

为什么今天变到这样爱哭。
不像我。。
眼泪不断的流下来。。。
谁能告诉我。。我还能怎样~

i'm so tired

heartache...
T.T

currently i realy vyvy sad..bt nobody understand me
wat can i do...
i'm so tired...
i tired of everything...
my love...
my studies..
my life in k.l...
i realy tired of everything now...

i dun hope to face it..
bt..in fact ..i nid to face evething....
y!!!

my love...
he is a guy tat i love...our story vy sweetz...be4 i came to k.l...
after i came to k.l..everything seem like change...
he din love me &care me anymore..
i dun wan be stupid gal...

my studies..
i jz can say..all is my fault...becos i din put effort on it...=(

my life in k.l..
abt my housemate..
i m so sorry...
i duno hw to communicated v them...as wat my frenz say..
seem like they nt vy like me..mayb hate me...i duno..
bt ....they let me feel it...
y...

all stay together...if u all dislike me..cn tel me..
i cn accept 1...or i wil move out...
jz want all of my housemate honest to me....

haiz...

arrrh...
so many bad thing came to me recently...
i realy so tired...
i miss my home town..i miss when i in secondary skul tat time..
no any pressure...

if time allow...i realy hope cn go bk tat time v duno each other....
bt its imposible..
i knw..

tdy when i woke up...
i din c any masg & cal from U...
then i understand everything d....
finally..i realy gv up d..
from now..i wil try my best dun pick up ur call..

I WANT 4GET U ..MR.LEE..

i promise myself...
this is a 1st time n oso the last time i tears for u ....
!!!

it will nt happend anymore!!

i'm so tired..

TWLIGHT **love**

I'M SO HIGH NOW!!

HAHHHAHAHHAH....

VYVYVYY HAPPY..BECOS OF MY FAVOURITE MOVIE **TWLIGHT SAGA ECLIPSE**

hohoho...

who havent go watch..plz go watch now!!

its nice..<3

i love it so much ..much n much..

a romantic ..touching..movie..

bt the character i love most is EDWARD CULLEN..

i cant describe hw i love he....
muahaha..

love he as my ''husband''

i wan go c again...again....
!!!!

LOVE TWLIGHT SO MUCH...^^

i feel relax now...be back my self...wake up from dream..at last...^^

i feel relax now..
i sad whole day d..finally i relax now..
becos..i did a decision tat i hav to did...

i gv up again...
i gv up he again..
i think he oso wil feel ntg when saw my msg...^^
its ok..

be frenz is the best way for us...
rite..
i wont get hurt anymore..

altot i m sad..bt time cn change everything...
i wil try my best forget him..
i wont force myself to forget him...
everything jz take it easy..

its over!!!
elvysoon....

from now...my life no more MR.L
i will face everthing is coming to me..n chanllenge it...
bt i wil try nt fal in love v sum1 who already hav gf...

me n he hav many sweetz memory ..
appreciate tat time v having..
tat enuf...
atleast in our life oso hav a pretty memory be4....^^


i vyvy sleepy now..
tdy i happy becos of my classmate...
thx they acc me ....
they make me happy....v go 'cheong k'
hav fun ther..^^
thx carmen & lilian jie..love u ....<3

wat i promise them..is i realy wil forget he...wont sad anymore...
i promise..after 2mr...
happy's lv shan will come bk d...

everything adi settle...

from now...
i wil appreciate wat i hav...
expeacially who treat me gud..& love me....

i realy feel so relax now..
like ...i realy wake up..no more dreaming...
wow...
i like this feeling...
^^

i wan go sleep d..vyvy tired d..
gud nite...
after tdy...i wil more good...n i swear i wil try make my life more color...

dun wan complicated again...
^^

I DONT WANT LOVE ANYMORE....HURT!!!

wow...
i'm damn pro now..
nw in class ntg do la...
finally i finished my assigment d.
damn happy...yeah yeah...
bt next week jz pass up...xd...

last 9 6sumthing in the morning jz sleep..
then wake up on 9.30 am...
i damn sleepy now...
wan sleep la..
ltr stil gt class..bt i plan to skip again..i wan go home slip d...
tak boleh tahan lo....

last 9 v had talk many thing...
ur's thing...ur's pastence...u & ur gf'thing..
hw start...hw u love her....
yea..many many....
u had told me many things about u ...

i oso had tell u alot of my things....
bt ..
i feel regret...

duno y ...after told u my pastence...my story...
i felt unsafety....
the problem is...
from now....i nt dare to love u anymore..
i start feel scare jor...

i dun wan ply by u...
i dun wan u say love me bt at last is jz a joke...
i dun want!!!

I DUNO HW U THINK AFTER KNOWING MY STORY.BT WAT IS SAID IS....TAT'S A PASTENCE...I KNW..U WONT SERIOUS V ME AGAIN...SO I WONT SERIOUS TOO...ITS OVER

i realy vyvy regret y last 9 v chat so many thing...
shit!!!!
haiz....

i dun want love u anymore!!
i dun wan get hurt.
i protect myself...i admit tat i realy selfish....
bt ...i oso dun wan my self get hurt by U!!!!

i want 4get u...
i want!!!!


I WANT FORGET U....I DUN WANT LOVE U ANYMORE!!!!
START FROM NOW..
EVERYTHING IS OVER....
I DUN WAN GET HURT ANYMORE!!!!!!
THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR ME....

hav a great time v my frenz

tdy i woke up at 12 pm...
carmen & thomas keep called me wake up...haha..
becos v want went to e-curve be4 1pm...
our movie started at 1.15 pm...

after i prepared..
lol...v stil late for the movie...
kent was wait us at ther d...

when v reached ther already 1.30pm d..
lol...late 15 minutes...
erm...
tat ghost movie is nice...becos damn scary & horrible...
bt ..story so lame la..
forget it better...if not later i nt dare sleep..
**tnite i sleep alone..roomate slip other room...bt gud oso la...xd**

after watch movie..
v went 'dragon 龙的传人'having our lunch.
haiz...
spent money again..
T.T

i hav no money d..
god...
i want find a part time job...
bt..wil hav many trouble....

finished eating...
me n thomas went sunway gizza TRUE FITNESS for gym...
exercise..hahaa..
gud gud..
I WANT DIET DIET DIET..

yea...i damn enjoy ther..
becos long time din go gym d...
felt relax..
^^

after gym...
i oso come bk my house d...
chit-chat v yvonne...
i had told her many thing....

she is the 1 of my housemate that i cn chat v her...
becos i duno hw to communicated v another housemate..
mayb area nt same...
i duno they hw think me...i duno they like or dislike me..

i jz do my own part...
i m a person....treat everything vyvy easy..
ppl treat me gud...i treat ppl gud....
who treat me bad...i wont nt fren v them anymore...
easy....

i feel sum of them seem like nt vy like me..
i duno y ..
bt i dun wan think so much n care..
haiz...

act i damn sad..

act i vy suffer stay here...
i duno y ...feel i like no freedom.
i suffer does'nt mean tat i dislike they all...
i dint!!

i felt so sorry to my housemate..
bt i hav to honest here...
sorry...i apologise to her...becos.i knw...i had disturbing her...when nite..
becos...sumtime my frenz wil cal me at nite...i sms..i watch movie...

she is vy sensitive sound....wil cos abit sound then wake up d..
so sorryy....
bt....
i no idea....my frenz cal me..i nid pick up..he is vy important to me..
nobody wil sleep until how.go out talking phone...bt...recently..when i slip..he called me..then i wil go out talking phone..if nt lazy...
i try my best dont wan disturb her d..
haiz..

last 9...
mayb i watch movie..bt i adi use headphone d..
i sms..mayb keypad's sound...

she wake up again..
so sorry...
bt.....

this oso is my room...
i oso hav to paid....
sorry..

i nt dare midnite stay at outside...
hope she wil understand...
haiz...

i prefer sleep alone .....
^^
bt i hav nt enuf money to do tat...

i need money ....


tdy know so many thing abt 'sumthing'...
bt ..i act like ntg...bt i'm sad...its ok la..4get it
becos i dun wan got any argue or else..
bt....
dun over my limit..
thx...

tdy i had cooked by myself too..
'fried rice'
damn nice..
**beh pai seh me **

when i was eating...ms.carmen call me..
tell me a bad news...
our assigment need pass up 2mr..
oh gosh!!!
i touch oso havent touch nerh...wat to do..
be4 they told me pass up on next week..
now say 2mr..
nt enuf time la ...

finished eat ....finished bath...thn i rush to bintang cafe met carmen & bryan...
they 2 at ther doing assigment...
...
til now...i do half only..
they bryan oso havent finish...
mayb many ppl stil havent finish..so v decide 2mr tel lecturer tat v cnt pass up..realy nt enuf time..

god plz bless us...^^

ntg do now...
boring...
haiz...so miss him now..recently i keep late sleep....cham lor.
my eyes bag...haiz....
getting serious..
haiz...bt i stil wan late slip...hiak hiak...

duno y..tdy my mood seem like nt vy good...
i cant find tat reason ...
i miss him i miss him...
i love he...
i love 'he'

wat to do!!!!
arrrhhh.....haiz...
bt at last....
v oso cant 2gether...i oso dun wan think so much....
u got gf!!!i cant do anything!!!!!

sleep better ^^

**tdy i hav a great time v my classmate ^^**

cooking day..^^

haha...
tdy ...i so happy...
becos..i cook dinner by myself..
1st time..

actually nt the 1st time..
is many time d..
bt in k.l ...1st time la...1 ppl cook..
nice feel...

tat feeling like..
i getting bigger d...cn marry d..haa..cn be children's mother d...
hahahaa...

think so far rite...hahhaa..
zzz....

tdy i late to class again..
mr.thomas..cal me wake up...bt aftertat duno y ..i slept back.
so bad..when i woke up tat time..already 10am d...
gosh...
i so panic tat time..

then i din take bath d...
tie up my hair...brush my teeth ..then go skul..after break time..
entered the class..
stupid lecturer....
keep perli me...
bt i din bother him la....ignore...xd.
hw bad me ah...xd..

stupid assigment & presentation come again..
haiz..
i wil bz after this week d i think..
wan study...revision...assigment..presentation..

bt i prefer presentation more...
if i had enuf prepare..
i wil enjoy it...

god bless me..

i dun wan lazy anymore lar...!!!

after class..
i feel hungry ...
n ask my classmate them go take lunch 2gether ..
me n brian wan go tesco..
so v decide went to the curve ther...

v went 'little taiwan' taking our lunch...
erm..for me..i damn like taiwan's food...
i gv my self own target..
i wil go TAIWAN again...mayb next year...
^^

hope i cn success my dream..^^

yeah..2mr no class again...
go movie v my classmate them...
a ghost movie..
i think wil nt c again..waste money inside..bt wa suka....hahaa<3

i enjoy the feeling when hang out v my classmate n housemate...
love them so much<3

hope they knw...

even...me at house...less comunicated v my housemate...
bt...i'm ntg 1....nt means tat i wil dislike u all or hw..
i dint!!!i love u all...realy love u all...
jz less talk in house...
plz 4gv me nah....
hehee...^^

muacks....<3

i wan watch my movie d..谈情说案。。
my housemate them..wanna finish tat movie d..bt i stil start to watch nia..
i wan pia d..hahha..

lazy study again..shit me....haha.
bt is ok..tdy happy...

babe..
i wil learn many many n cook many many delicious food...
hiak hiak...

stupid me

now already 2am d...bt i still keep on9...
i wan go to bed d....bt ...i lazy sleep..
wat the stupid me...
ahhaa...
sum ppl sure feel i'm a crazy & funny gal..
sleep oso lazy..
haha...

ntg to do..
so update my blog..

this few week...
i realy waste many time d..
i din concentrate on my study at all...din put much effort on it..
hw cum...
becos...LAZY..

hey hey...cnt be like this la...
start from 2mr....i wan study hard d...
i wanna plan my time d...\
ply is ply..study is study..
because..i realy waste many time d...

i cnt be lazy anymore...
mr.thomas & ms.carmen..
they 2 wil help me..
love them so much...^^

i wil jia you..
i dun wan fail in exam....
god bless me..

i wan try my best..

i cant miss class again..
i cant late to skul again..
i wan catch up wat lecturer had teached..
hope i cn did it.babe...hahha...

STUDY SMART ..!!!

a stupid guy...uncle!!!
i hate u ....
wat i so stupid wil fall in love v him ha..
damn stupid la me...
bt its ok..
nt vy deep...stil cn 4get it..

i knw...
me n him is imposible wil 2gther..
i dun hope so...
bt...y....y nw i stil wil care abt him...
i dun wan la wey...

my sista them ask me to gv up..
well...
i wil gv up..i promise..
i wont deep ..i promise..
i wont let myself get hurt too...
babe...

everything keep take it easy..

wat he mind thinking now..i duno..i confuse...i cant read wat his mind thinking..
damn~..
he say he love me..
bt wat to do...
he angry i hang out v guy..
he angry me din pick up his phone...
he jealous me fall in love v other...

bt....wat to do...

i dislike ppl control me...
if u r gud...then ok...bt now...the problem is..
u hurt me too babe...
i oso a human..

i wil sad...will..jealous when u v her too...
bt i cant say anything.
jz keep quite at here...

u knw!!!

u knw my feeling....!!!

i cant be v u anymore...
i dun wan hurt ..
i wan 4get u ..

i wil try my best....
becos i promise my sista d..
dun sad becos of him!!!

nt value to do tat!!!!
DUN WAN BE STUPID GAL...
BE TOUGH ....

STUDY HARD BETTER!!!!
WANNA TRY MY BEST D....


is time to sleep..
good nite...^^

stupid me

now already 2am d...bt i still keep on9...
i wan go to bed d....bt ...i lazy sleep..
wat the stupid me...
ahhaa...
sum ppl sure feel i'm a crazy & funny gal..
sleep oso lazy..
haha...

ntg to do..
so update my blog..

this few week...
i realy waste many time d..
i din concentrate on my study at all...din put much effort on it..
hw cum...
becos...LAZY..

hey hey...cnt be like this la...
start from 2mr....i wan study hard d...
i wanna plan my time d...\
ply is ply..study is study..
because..i realy waste many time d...

i cnt be lazy anymore...
mr.thomas & ms.carmen..
they 2 wil help me..
love them so much...^^

i wil jia you..
i dun wan fail in exam....
god bless me..

i wan try my best..

i cant miss class again..
i cant late to skul again..
i wan catch up wat lecturer had teached..
hope i cn did it.babe...hahha...

STUDY SMART ..!!!

a stupid guy...uncle!!!
i hate u ....
wat i so stupid wil fall in love v him ha..
damn stupid la me...
bt its ok..
nt vy deep...stil cn 4get it..

i knw...
me n him is imposible wil 2gther..
i dun hope so...
bt...y....y nw i stil wil care abt him...
i dun wan la wey...

my sista them ask me to gv up..
well...
i wil gv up..i promise..
i wont deep ..i promise..
i wont let myself get hurt too...
babe...

everything keep take it easy..

wat he mind thinking now..i duno..i confuse...i cant read wat his mind thinking..
damn~..
he say he love me..
bt wat to do...
he angry i hang out v guy..
he angry me din pick up his phone...
he jealous me fall in love v other...

bt....wat to do...

i dislike ppl control me...
if u r gud...then ok...bt now...the problem is..
u hurt me too babe...
i oso a human..

i wil sad...will..jealous when u v her too...
bt i cant say anything.
jz keep quite at here...

u knw!!!

u knw my feeling....!!!

i cant be v u anymore...
i dun wan hurt ..
i wan 4get u ..

i wil try my best....
becos i promise my sista d..
dun sad becos of him!!!

nt value to do tat!!!!
DUN WAN BE STUPID GAL...
BE TOUGH ....

STUDY HARD BETTER!!!!
WANNA TRY MY BEST D....


is time to sleep..
good nite...^^

nice weekend

i enjoyed this weekend..
fulll of entertaiment..
becos..my brother them..
xiao yong them...came to k.l find us....
hav many great time v them...

luckily this weekend gt them acc me..if nt i sure bored til dead...
hiak hiak ^^..

i hav great time v my sista JOSEE THEM...
stella hav join us oso...
v went maison..
AWESOME's place!!!

bt ther too much ppl d..
i cant breath at all...
bt i like dance n enjoyed ther...^^

**next time i want go MOS**

this weekend many thing happend...
i wil try upload pic on my blog as fast as i cn..

i'm a lonely's gal..
i nid sum1 love ...care & more ....

bt ....
i knew..v 2 realy hav big problem now...n the problem imposible wil solve....
never & ever...


i think...
is time to solve the problem now...

everything i will...try to accept..^^

i wil nt cry becos of u ...
be tough elvy soon...

u cn did it...