sorry 4 sum1

TO . G

I felt so sorry ...

sorry 4 hurt u ....

i duno want explain what to u ...

just cn apologize to u ...n hope u dun care abt it...

trust me!!!

i cn cos of these thing stop bloging...

sorry..

i knw that its hurt..

sorry..

bt i nt mean that....from my heart!!!!

i dun want cos of these thing will broke our frenship or else..

sorry..

what cn i do ..u just will forget it n dun feel sad n dun angry???

T.T

i realy did wrong thing d..

sorry...

sorry...

haiz...

CN U FORGIVE ME?

my sweetz home now...

yeah..

i get back my sweet sweet home d...yeah yeah yeah....^^

meet my mummy n daddy ..yeah yeah..

last 9 1 sumthing just reached alor star..

i pun down my luggage on my house...

then direct went to eat 'kari mee'..

wow...

meet my dear boss n keong n junior...

haha..

v boom ther...

so happy lar xd...

i just come back for 7 days...

i will enjoy...

^^

愿意付出一切~

我很爱睡啊。。怎么办。。。？

可是肚子就是很不听话。。。

因为。。

我把自己搞成这样。。

为了要瘦要美。。

我愿意付出一切。。。

这也是每个女人想要做事的事情。。。

我一定要变瘦回去。。。变美!!!!

可是我已经能够连续几个星期。。五六点才睡觉了。。

傻掉。。。

眼带都可以做我的眼睛了哦。。。

唉。。。。

总之。。

我会愿意付出。。。直到达到我的目标为止！！！！

努力加油。。不许失败

2mr i will go back my hometown d...

yeah..alor star wait me...daddy mummy wait me...sisters brother wait me..

elvy will be as soon...

this time my dear li lian jie oso will folow me go bk my homwtown...

i wanty bring her go wher leh....

delicious food?

any nice place intro?

happy babe~

yeah...

tnite super high....

duno why.......

feel vyvy happy..

mayb becos of my lovely friend....

carmen...lilian...renier. josee.swynne.elain.ofcos my dear...

love them so much...

u guys let me feel happy anytime...

last9 v all went MIST CLUB ....

hahaha...

i damn enjoyed when joined with them...

wow..

amazing nite....

wow...

i get drunk again...

but i happy....haha..

v next time go again..

**leonard!!! wait u back!!!..next time go club v u..belanja u..i wont potong ur kick again..**

ya...

a good news here....

i promise myself....i wont love he again...

hehe^^

i did it!!

JOSEE..

I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE...FOREVER!!!!

sis...

love u owayz..

n wont let u alll angry me dissapointed n worry me anymore!!!

LOVE WILL NEVER BE END..

from now..

my blog just for my frenz..my life..n my dear..

dear

i love u ...love u....

i wont let u go again...

u re my only1...~

at last u r the 1 never leave me...n will love me forever~

**appreciate**

appreciate~珍惜

我不会再在乎你的一切了。。

我决定了。。

不会再想你。。。

不会再爱你。。

彻底忘记你。。

彻底让你离开我的世界。。。

把你搬出去我的心。。

一切的回忆。。。让它随风而走。。。

也不会当笨蛋！！！

我敢保证。。。

我会让自己的生活更美好。。

我会比以前更乖。。

哈哈。。。。

我不懂选择着方式去忘记你是对还是错。。。

可是。。

我惟有试一下了。。。

我会努力再爱回他！！！！

我会努力珍惜一切~

尤其是真正爱我的人。。。~

Nothing gonna change my love for u

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you.


Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love.


Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing's gonna change my
love for you.

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are.

So come with me and share this view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you.


<3 i love this song so much...
  full of memories...
  i miss u more than i can say ...<3

happy birthday to my frenz

last 9 i vyvy enjoyed v my frenz...

v celebrated birthday party v thomas ...

haha..

v played truth or dare wor....

wat the..

i kena vyvy cham...

feel that i become so strong d...

drink many oso wont get drunk...hahha...

wat a nice cake last 9..

becos of mr.kent!!!!!!

**THOMAS NEED ELVY**

walau..make me pai seh....

but its ok...

important is birthday's boy happy enuf...

last 9 realy vyvy syok...

hahh.a...v play until 5am morning..deng....

so tired now leh...

**ytd my stupid brain miss he again..

wat the..1 month d...i stil cant put down ...

i know he already forget me..put down me..n dun love me..

but y!!!

i stil want like that...

am i stupid????

haiz..

mr.lee ah mr.lee..

althought v now din contact d...but y ah...y i stil will think abt u dream abt u .....n love u ...

hate myself so much....

haiz....

take it easy ba...

i'm so happy...finished final exam d..

WOW....

finally...

final exam finished d....

yeah....

i want relax from now....

PIMPLES...PLEASE GO AWAY FROM ME!!!!

i dun want pressure anymore...

RELAX...

wow...

my holiday will start from 2mr...

but....

i still cnt go back my sweetz hometown...

becos still got a shit assigment 30th need to pass up....

nvm..

i going back ALOR STAR SOON...

yeah...

happy..miss my family...my sista them so much...

i feel so happy wanna meet up v them....

yeah...

today exam paper..

INTRO TO MASS COM..

erm..this subject..i had tried my best d...

god please bless me get a good result....

let me pass my semester 1...

PLEASE...

GLT..paper..

i waiting to die...

haiz...

when think back..so sad....

i duno how to answer at all..

haiz..

GOD BLESS ME ba...

today i heard a news...

make me vyvy sad..

is my secondary skul 's senior had passed awayz..

becos of love..

he cnt put down his gf..

haiz..

tat is a vyvy stupid action..

i feel sad when heard tat....

he never think abt his family.,..y does he will do those thing to hurt every who love he...

y he want end his life easily....

haiz..

REST IN PEACE =(

2mr is THOMAS NGEOW 's birthday ..

wishes he happy birthday ~...

all the best...

he had help me many thing..

thx da tou....

if i cn pass my exam..haha..

i will treat he eat again.....

muahaha...

bt i totally pokai now...

2mr nite v want celebrate birthday v he..

wow...

exciting....

v want ply until vyvy gila d....

hehe..^^

finish1 semester 1 d..

so fast......

time realy past so fast...

i already in k.l 3 month n more d...

so now...relaX 1st..

afterthat want keep back my mood prepare for semester 2...

gambateh..

HOPE I CAN PASS THE EXAM....

考试了~

今天是我的大日子。。

考试啦。。。

天啊。。。

拼了几天。。。

可是我的笨蛋头脑记不到这样多东西。。

我的天。。

等下怎样作答哦。。。

尤其是写essay。。。。T。T

可是过了今天。。

我们就轻松了。。

天啊。。要保佑我们考试顺啊。。

我一定要pass啊。。

**压力阿。。。**

不懂为什么。。

很希望某人的鼓励。。

就算是一通电话。。。一封信息的支持。。。

就算是简简单单的一句问候。。一句关心。。。

我也感到安慰。。

可是。。我想太多了。。

因为。。根本不可能会发生的事情！！！

唉。。。

还是好好读书好吧。。

加油！！！

我还有两个小时的时间。。

我就要踏入考场。

五点过后。。。我就是神仙了。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。

i sick ....

recently quite busy lo...
because exam is coming soon...next monday exam d..
wat the fuck!!

i sick serious now..
fever ....gastric...all come to find me...
damn sad la...
just now go c doctor d...but dunno why still not feeling well...
T.T

mummy....
i need u ...n need my sweetz home...

i very & worry about my exam...
because i did nothing....
haiz..
wat a useless gurl!!!

today v had a quiz...
i did worse again..
haiz..

i realy cant imagine if my final exam fail..
then wat should i do..

thomas ngeow!!
i know u treat me very good..
u want me pass my exam...
i promise...
i will try my best ...
hehe^^

whats wrong v me ha..
lol..
today at skul i feel vyvy weird...
haha...when 2 guy sit beside me....
lol..funny la wey....

mr.gauis..n mr.thomas...
u 2..hahha....
so cute...
haha...

i like it...hahhah

joke ....^^

wish me good luck in my exam..~

feel dizzy now!!!

long time din update my blog d...

erm...

act i totally forgot wat i did in this few days...

i just knw...

i did worse on my presentation...

fuck !!!

USELESS ME...

i cnt ans the question!!!

haiz....

this is i 1st time came to k.l cry in front of so many people...

malu!!!

i should be strong!!!

but how come i cn cry serious!!

should i gv up studies???

T.T

i dun want...

i will try my best ..

but when everytime i take out my book...

i saw the words...i feel sleepy...

the words knw me..bt i din understand it...

bull shit!!

its big challenge to me...

anyway..

i will try my best !!!!

just left 1 week..

i stil enjoy ...enjoy!!!!

wat the well...

haiz...no comment to myself...

recently...had many thing happend on me...

haiz...i realy no comment on it!!!!

haiz..just 4get it...

i did my part enuf!!!

i feel dizzy now!!!!

**when i start will care ur feeling...i realy no understand!! i cn sure...thats not love...but y!!i will care abt it...i knw u jealous....but 2 oso my frenz...wat to do.....haiz......**

JUST TRYING ERASE YOU FROM MY LIFE

last nite i was so down when i saw the post that he posted on his facebook..

wat the...

**I JUST TRYING TO ERASE YOU FROM MY LIFE**

this words is killing me deeper & deeper....

i should forget him...

i should not go to view his profile anymore..

i should not care everything because of him...

i should do that...

but....

last 9....

i cant control myself..

i view his profile again....

i felt regreted that i view his profile....

let me saw sumthing that hurt me deeply....

what's wrong with you....

before u told me that u love me..

but nw...let me saw sumthing that...hurt me deeply!!!

how come u can do this to me....

u cant understand how much i hurt..

i realy pretend like nothings happend...

but i know myself is heartbroken now...

yea..

i knew u din't love me anymore....

& i dint contact adi....

y i stil stubborn of it!!!

I FUCKING MISS U NOW!!!

i said that i wont miss u anymore...

but .....

i just realize that....

NOPE!!!

I MISS U LIKE HELL..I LOVE U LIKE HELL...

but i knw...

thats imposible hapening again between u n me!!!

FUCKING SAD!!!

JESUS...

cn u teach me....how jz can forget a person as fast as posible!!

I JUST WANT MR.LEE MOVE ON FROM MY LIFE!!!!!!!

i want become happy back...

exam is coming soon..jz left 2 week...

i said that i want study...

bt i never do it!!!!!

wat a useless me!!!

haiz....~~~

1st time club v my classmate...awesome..

Wow......

awesome nite i had last 9....

haha..

first time went clubbing v my classmate..

damn nice la..

altot tat clubbing nt very nice..

bt tat pub plus club..

i 1st time went oso is last time..

duno y ...the place not suitable me..

i prefer clubbing more...

last 9...

me ,josee,lilian,renier,gauis,hafiz,mina,& dash...

jz we 8 people went only...

we enjoyed ther....

gosh..i had saw many 'gigolo'& 'ah gua' there..

suck!!!

summore..kissing in front of us...

i felt vomit when saw it ...

hahah..

disgusting la....yuck...

after there..we went mamak lepak until 6 am..

walau..

2 days d....i slept in the morning..

damn tired la...

bt quite happy..

this few day i always join them lepak until midnite...

v chit-chat ....

although somtime i duno wat they talking about...

because my english worse...

bt i realy enjoyed ....

i wan learn more n more english...

exam is coming soon..

bt i do ntg ....

is time to study d...

elvy soon..please dont lazy anymore...

i think wanna start on next week d..

fight fight!!!!!

i feel exciting when i think to go back my hometown..

this sem break..lilian will follow me go bk alor star..

wow..

nice man...~

YEA..

I M ON DIEN NOW!!

HOPE i cn success...

i hope i cn slim down in this 2 week..

i want my hand slim down lar....

whole body slim down...

gambateh!!!!

if nt my bro lance lee going to kill me...

i wan thin like b4 ...wow...

i want become more pretty n charming ...

hahhaa..

sexy is my name...hahahahahaha..

crazy me xd

**duno y...i miss u again ....suck feeling i having now...

wat the ...

i pretend like i'm ntg...i pretend like i realy forgot u ..

but....i knew myself stil miss you....

but its ok..becos TIME CAN PROVE EVERYTHING....

my mind was clear now...i knw wat i 'm doing now...=)**

a stupid guy...

he like to talked nonsense....

duno y ....he cannot be trusted...mayb he too sweets in talking d..

swt...zzzz

but....i like him ...haha..love his sexy voice....his style..

hahha..

he is my best frenz....=)

i felt happy when joined v u guys~

fun ~

last thursday midnite..me ,carmen,lilian,renier,gauis &sum frenz..

v went to college swimming pool lepak...

hahha...

v had plyed 'truth or dare'

damn fucker la....

they gv sum idea vyvy disgusting..oh shit...

i combo lose 6 round or 7 round...

kena cham cham lo....

yuck..hahhaa..

1st time i kiss malay...(my frenz)

1st time i kiss ppl ass..yerr...

n many many la...

tat nite v all almost gila d...

ply over d...hahah..

but v all vyvy happy on tat nite...^^

then i slept lilian's room tat nite..

yesterday woke up adi 2 sumting afternun d..

then i went back bath..then taken lunch v my frenz again...

last9 i had met josee..v go taken dinner n movie..

after movie....gauis invited me go lepak at college again..

yea..i went..i bring josee go too..

v sembang ther...

mr.gauis vyvy kap siao la...lol...

bt sumtime i realy vyvy blur when he talking v me..

BECAUSE MY ENGLISH IS WORSE。。。。

lalalaalal....

v lepak until 6am morning..

wat the..

i damn sleepy tat time....

finally..v all get home....^^

happy nite i enjoyed v them...^^

**last 9 .... i shock when i received a msg....

by him........i duno wat he told is truth or lie...or jz after drunk told me tat..

i duno....i duno i should trust he anot...

bt y.......y ....y i slowly gv up u...4get u tattime...u tell me...u cnt put down ...vyvy love me...y??T.T

duno y ..when heard he said tat...i feel sad....haiz..

plz dun hurt me again....T.T.....**

最难忘的一天。。5/8/2010

今天我真的真的很开心..
开心到我无法形容。。

I LOVE DRAMA AND TARIAN

演戏和跳舞。。。是我的专长。。
哈哈哈哈。。
我爱我爱。。

今天我们的group 演戏。。。for 我们的final project。
在学校的lobby演戏。。
哈哈哈哈。。。。

我喜欢的我的角色。。我们的故事。。
至少我努力有兴趣的事没有白费的。。。

我得到了最佳女演员。。
虽然不是得什么奖杯。。
可是。。我真的很开心。。也获得了很多称赞。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。

也要感谢我的全部好朋友。。
如果没有你们的支持。。我也不会演得这么好。。

尤其是swynne。。哈哈。。。她真的帮了我很多。。
教我们跳舞。。

也要谢谢我们组的人。。
没有你们我们的戏剧也不会这么成功。。

但唯一遗憾的是。。
没有人拍到那video。。。
唉。。

我只能靠想象才能够留住这么精彩的一幕。。。

我真的很难忘。。

*今天lilian carmen thomas 和 renier 来我家玩。。哈哈。。
我们玩‘真心话大冒险’。。
哈哈哈。。。全部都很开心。。。
也终于松了一口气。。。几天的压力。。今天终于解放。。。
昨天彩排时很不好。。可是没想到今天的戏剧很顺利。。也很成功。。哈哈哈~

今天半夜我们decide要去泳池玩。。。yeah！！！！！！
疯狂夜晚。。
我喜欢！！！！

哟。。。
我真的很很很！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！哈哈哈哈哈。。

睡觉也是甜的。。。

我会永远记得今天。。。
因为是我难忘的一天。。
也是我演得第一部戏。。。~

**这是我们今天演戏的故事大纲**
内容很精彩。。。
A boyish heroin and a sissy hero met up in SEGi UC class. Initially they often fight because of their differences. After several months of introduction, the relationship became closer and eventually they end up into love relationship. At that time, their love relationship was on cloud nine until the presence of a man who is also a good friend of the heroin. The girl was the third party in their relationship and they were caught together by the heroin when they were out on a date. The heroin was so frustrated with his lover and his own friends that betray her and decided to break up with the heroin to seek for own freedom.

我真的真的很开心。。。