hohoho...
MERRY CHRISTMAS ..

today is 25th of december 2010...

last 9 was christmas eve..
guess..
anything special thing happen in this year christmas??
the special thing..is...
i stay at home n watch movie for celebrated ...
pity ...=(

becos i'm damn lazy go out ..
my sister POH YEN ask me go celebrate v her..
bt...i dint go out..
so sorry ..my dear ...

duno why i dont have any christmas's feeling in this year...
hoho..
nvm..is waiting next year christmas come...~
altot stil need to wait 1 year ...
but i m realy excited ~
because i cn celebrate v my babe....yeah yeah...^^

let us count down for it...
stil left 4 days n more...~
wow..i realy ganjeong ah...~
wat i suppose to do nerh...~
seem like time nt enuf like tat....

lol...
excited too la..

2mr all my dear frens all come as d....i m super duper happy..~
yeah yeah..~
muacks...
love them so much..

altot sum my best frenz cant attent my big's day..
i m quite dissapointed n angry...
bt...haiz..
bo huat la...
~sad

is ok..

enjoy the day...^^

时间啊时间。。
未免也过得太快了吧。。。我的天啊。。
还剩下七天。。
我就要嫁出去了。。

那种心情。。其实真的无法形容。。
一）不能像在家这样舒服了。。毕竟也是在别人家
二）我肯定不习惯的
三）我又不能给人家讲的给人骂的。。唉
四）没自由了。（可是我只等明年的到来）
五）不舍得到阿。。
六）相处难。。。我又不习惯。
还是那句不像在家的那种好命了。。

虽然结了婚。。我肯定每天要回来家的。
我不管 Hiakhiak

在这七天里面。。我真的很迷糊。。
因为我真的不知道自己要做什么好呢。。
要准备什么
要怎样呢。。
头晕。。

期待又紧张又害怕。

对几天。。我的姐妹们就会全部回来了。
我很开心啊。。
我不会闷了。。

可是。。as 没有地方玩的。。
我真的很怕会闷到他们
=(
如果真的闷到你们。。。抱歉阿。。。。。


其实我很伤心啊！！！！
真的真的很伤心。。
唉。。
我肥倒很离谱了。。
我的天啊!!!
接受不到阿。虽然没办法。也是肯定的。。
觉得自己越来越没信心了。
过去的我。。

似乎逐渐消失了。。
我不要阿！！！
怎么办。。

唉。。变难看又肥了。。
总之很很很惨就对了。。
看到自己都想哭。。
唉。。。

很多人说这是一件很可爱的事情很幸福。。
对！！
可是看到现在的我。。唉。。
我不要变黄脸婆阿！！！

唉。。。。。。。
一切就要等明年的到来。。
哈哈哈。。
我要当sexy and pretty mama
yeah!!
muahahhaahaha
拼了老命也要努力减肥努力改变自己生活还有变美！
我不要当黄脸婆。。
绝对不会阿。。

现在虽然没有信心踏出门。
可是我会克服的！！
为了我可爱的宝贝我会忍的。。

妈咪啊妈咪。。
我爱你啊。。。。。。。。
永远只爱你啊。。
你永远是我心目中最好的妈妈。。
我会用我的一生去保护你去爱你会给你好的生活！！
爱你爱你。。


现在在家很无聊啊。无所事事。。
唉。。

不懂我的sister josee 怎样了。
看样子应该病好了吧。。
其实还蛮担心他的。。打给他很多次了。。都没接我的电话。。伤心
希望他快点健康起来。。
i love you

唉。。
朋友们！！！快点来啊。。。。
我要发霉料。。
我要跟armani他们炸到够力啊
哈哈哈。。。

想到就开心=）

期待

the post from my ah wen ( swynne) its touch

ELVY ♥

I can't describe my feeling now, TIME flies~

I still remembered that time when she called me in the phone, I was having lunch with my friends in canteen and...she told me this SHOCKING news...and I will never forget my first impression and respond after knowing all~ because she likes to talk jokes a LOT! That's why I really don't know when only she is talking the real one xD After the call, I choose to trust her once but honestly speaking, my mind was full of suspecting even I can't concentrate during my next lecture that day...

Before the next lecture started, I straightaway called Elain. We both were shocked like hell and seriously we never expect THIS before! Even though we used to discuss about who will get married first during our high school life~

To be frank to everyone, I was not that happy as others' normal reaction when they know their friends are getting married, but was kinda down like a mother to see her daughter is going to leave from her cares and continue the rest of daughter's life with the husband. Don't ask me why, you think I know WHY I got such feelings?! =.='' Maybe we have known each other for quite a long time, I think it is already 10 years. no kidding! :) Look! This is a very good example of "Friendship never ends"! ♥

Now, she is going to marry this man, YanZhang (MAX Ang) not exactly a good man but is very specific in LOVE. Hey, no one on earth is PERFECT okay?! LOL! I have no idea why he chosen MAX as his nickname out of all =.='' He shocked quite a lot of people because he just created a Facebook account with his "awesome" name, Max Ang.

AND today I saw some of her pre-wedding's photos have uploaded to Facebook! The BEST album she ever owns in her account xD I LIKE it real LOT!


~ Dear likes this xD _


~ I swear HE never smile that way in pictures before! _


~ She is just like a doll in this picture :) _




~ I prefer this and the next one xD _


~ Congratulations! and hope they will HAPPY always _

I don't know why I feel so touching after viewing the whole album, seriously I can't wait for more photos when I went back to my hometown to attend her wedding dinners :) real lots of feelings, all indescribable...


Ah SHAN~ ♥ you damn LOT!


从以前到现在，你算是在我所有“朋友清单”里面，属于最“siao”最坚强的，所以我不觉得会有什么事情难倒你。你有你的任性和执着，可是认真起来也是其他人不能忽视的对手 xD 我的天! 时间真的在飞! 所有事情好像昨天才更发生，说真的，我还不是很能接受这一切！看着那些你穿上婚纱的照片，我真的差点哭了！太感动，因为可以看见你幸福的未来而感动~ 上天赐给你美丽的脸，美丽的嗓，吸引人的xx，也希望祂现在赐给你的是个可以托付终身的好男人，以后赐给你的是幸福美满的未来。我相信每一位朋友给予你的是最真诚的祝福，就用这些美好的祝福对抗那些刺耳的闲言闲语 :) 孙绿珊，好幸福！加油！！！


** i m so touching when i saw this post from SWYNNE ..lol wat i want to say...she adi help me said d...muahaha..
anyway ...** OUR FRENSHIP WILL NEVER BE END **this is truth...
<3
i love all of u....my sisters...~josee,swynne ,yun yun,wan yee, elain, carmen ,yvonne ,lilian,armani ,shreen,may ,shishi jie,babe von,ah dra dra n many many sisters ..i love u all so much n much...
i cant describe hw deep i love u all..muahhaa..

wen..u this stupid gal..hahh....owayz like to cry ..since u small..~i understand..haha...'ku bao 'this name forver 'shu yu' you 1...hahaa.
i understand y u saw my wedding pic will feel like tat..becos v r thebest old fren...hehe...if is u wedding...or my sisters wedding..same..i will gt this feeling too..
bt i promise..i wont leave u all...i stil will go k.l find u all when i free ..^^ next year i will free d..i think..i stil want clubbing..excited...
i will be more strong in my future..tats is wat i want to say..dun worry me..becos i ELVY SOON LI SAN ..hehe ^^
n i sure i will let my life my future become vy wonderfull..^^
thx 4 u guys owayz support me ..anytime..~^^
love u all owayz <3

tat day is nearly d...
act i quite kan jeong...haha..excited..n pai seh..
bt i more hope next year coming..becos of my bao bei..hahaha...
its ok la..
stil long time kuk..
nw enjoy 1st ..
tat day , promise me...ALL MUST BE HAPPY..N ENJOY NAH...
cnt cry eh nah!!! zai bo...hahah...
ALL MUST HAPPY HAPPY EH NAH~

V WANT SIAO GAO LAT ...N PLAY GAO LAT..N LAUGH GAO LAT...N ZO SIAO GAO LAT...!!!
TAKE PIC GAO GAO LAT AH......
HAHHAHAHHA~...

(RMB AFTER MY WEDDING PLEASE CHOOSE LENG LENG GEH PIC JUST POST ON FB NAH..DUN LUAN LUAN POST LO...) ^^

LOVE <3

U ALL OSO MUST JIA YOU..
JIA YOU 2GETHER <3

紧张的心情

我的婚纱照出炉料。。
哈哈。。

本人还算满意拉。。
可是可能太过成熟了。。完全不像我真人。lol
炸到~

还剩两个星期而已。。
在这两个星期我要做什么好。。要准备什么呢。
说真的。。

心里又期待又紧张。。
哈哈

我不懂为什么我有些朋友会觉得我结婚我回不开心。。？？
我的天。。
傻啊。。
真是的。。
好笑。。

如果一个男人对你不好。。请问你会嫁吗？？
哈哈

今天又听到一个好消息了。
我有一个朋友不能参加我的婚礼。。
因为他自己也是有喜事。。
哈哈哈哈。
他结婚时我又不能去。真是遗憾。。
可是。。真的很开心。。听到他要结婚。。
哈哈。。

最近很多人结婚哦。
开心。。开心。。。

我很爱我的家人我的朋友。。
不管。。
就算我结了婚。我也是会粘着我老妈还有家。。。
哈哈哈。。
blek。。

我很期待明年的到来。。
真的很期待。。

我爱我的宝贝
宝贝。。。我爱你哦~

最近身体比较没有这样辛苦了。比较舒服些了。
阿弥陀佛。。。~
细细。。。

i phone

iphone 4..
到底哪里好玩呢？？

很多人手上都拿着一架iphone。。
哈哈。。
除了玩game。。上网。。还有很多功能。。

很多人很疯狂它。。
我不了解。

我本身。。
老实说我不是很喜欢。。
我有laptop上网。。有电话可以打。。
满足了。。

虽然我明明可以得到它。。
可是我放弃了。。

我觉得浪费钱啊。。
钱好用阿。朋友！！

哈哈哈。
我考虑清楚了。。

哈哈~

life boring~

this few day i everyday stay at home n did ntg...
dunno why i become so lazy n lazy..tired..i dont feel wan to do anything..just want to sit n sleep ~

haiz...
boring ah...

i want go out but i feel here hav no place to go..ntg to do..summore....LAZY
...

haiz..~

the important date is coming soon..
i feel nervous actually..
i m not ready yet!!
haiz..forget it..
duno how to describe my mood now..

feel so down.

i miss when v secondary school tat time.tat moment when v all 2gether..
v dance v sing v laugh v buli teacher ~~~many many ~
i review back tat video me n chow tong them..
its so funny..haha
1 ,2 ,3 ,4
hahahhhhaahahhah~realy happy ~
if the time can return back to that time ..realy good..

but i know its imposible d...
v all 'dai ko lui ,dai ko zai ' liao..
v must learn to be mature ..n face everything ~

sum of my fren choose continue study..
they had their own life ...
is the best choice of their future..

sum of my frenz wanna be make up artis ,hair stylist ,beautician ...
ya...
they no interest to study ...or mayb they had their own reason..
but they oso hav their own future.

how about me?
all of my fren is fighting fow their future..
but me??
ya ..i hav no choice..
i more special than them~..i think..
lol..

but where is my future??
be4 thats i choose continue study ..n i like the course **mass com**
but now i hav to stop it..since 2 or 3 month ago..~
i cant do anything now..
just everyday stay at home n do ntg...

haix..its ok la.
FATE
i just can accept it...
n i swear i will let my future to be more wonderfull !!!
=)

wth so boring

haiz..i m fucking boring now..
ntg to do..
everyday sit at home doing ntg..
oh mygosh!!!!


i need a easy job..
at least i wont boring everyday sit at home..

sit sleep eat watch tv on9..
boring boring...
arrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

somebody help ah..

mad soon......

boring friday =(

last 9 was a great nite....
v enjoyed the party 2gether...
wow..awesome...
haha..
its nice...^^

dear's mum & his relative was so funny...
haha..
cute ya...~i love the feeling enjoyed v them ~

i received dapfne's jie call..
she told me that she had explain to him...
oh gosh...
becos of sum1 didn't check clearly n said me argue v sum1 on fb..
i didn't!!!!
i never argue v any1 on fb...
i just support jie n dont want she sad becos of that....

u dont understand me...
but its ok..
thats not important for me n you now!!
I TOTALLY DONT CARE IT...

just want to say..
i m nt kindly person...if u guys treat me bad..
i dont want my family ,my fren get any hurt or sad...
* ngo tong lei dei sei guo* hiak hiak~

suddenly i miss k.l so much..
i dunno why..
i miss the life i had be4...
at my hostel did sumthing that i everyday want to do..
at my hostel played v my sister them.
at my hostel watch drama 2gether v my sister them
go shopping for cinema
when v free v will go ss2 murni or '记得吃 & 甜品哥哥
midnite v go college's swimming pool swimming..
v played true or dare..
n more fun is...CLUBBING v my buddys...
etc..

really unforgettable>.<
i said be4 i want travel to genting & sunway lagoon v my sisters them ..
bt nw havent sucess yet..

i swear ~
1 day ...mayb next year i will sucesss it ~
wait me all my dear...~
love ...

i miss carmen n yvonne ..
becos v everyday join 2gether..
even sleep..hiak hiak...
luckily they diint rape me..
they is 'hiong ka'
muahha..

by the way ...i oso vyvy miss my lecturer sir Hafizul ..n my classmates..
u guys fine ther?
i think is fine la...
good luck =)

n wish u guys all the best in exam...
gambateh....

i think today i will boring again ..
boring friday ..=(

banglow

i m back ...
^^

recently my life is quite fine la..
everything fine...
my dear fren..dun worry me...
elvy is vvvyvy fine now..


to my dear fish...
fish..
u re stupid gal...lol..
bt i love u ...even v less contact ..less meet..
bt ...dun worry..
i realy enjoy my life ...realy...
dun 4get...who am i..
i owayz strong ...owayz happy...~
trust me...~^^
muacks...xd

nw me alone at banglow..
becos sumthing happen...
haiz..i feel sad ..
i duno why..

sis..shreen..
sorry..
i knw i cant say too much..
thats none of my business...
i knw..
bt ....haiz.
i dont want c u n he owayz sad...
come out 2gteher should be happy..
dont 'bin o o'
i will sad..

haiz..

want go back d..finally~

woohoo...k.l..~

2mr i going to k.l d..muahahahhaa..
i damn happy..
becos i cn meet my sister n bro d..hehe^^
although the trip just 4 day..
but i will appreciate it...~

this few day ..
i had ntg to do..dan boring..
just keep hang out v my sister shreen...
i feel sad..
becos of sumthingl...
she said that she want go penang work d..
haiz..

sis..cn u dun wan go ther??????

haiz..

~

hope everything will be nice larrrr~

淹水~

本小姐现在在槟城避啦。。

第一次我的家乡-alor star 淹水到这样严重。。
明天又是初一。。。。
水涨潮。。。
我的天。。我真的不敢想象。。那水会上到几高。。
虽然目前我的家还没淹水。。可是。。真的不懂会不会来。。

好担心。。

不断地告诉自己会没事的。。。别让外界的谣言把自己吓坏。。
明天会更好。。。

世界还是这样美丽！！

大家。。别自己吓自己。。
开心过日子。。

刚刚听了新闻。。吉打会连续雷雨。。。
希望。。。奇迹会出现。。。让水快点退朝。。
别再来了。。

阿弥陀佛~。

lier~

i m a loser...
4ever is a loser.

hate my self..
please stop la..

keep view ur profile..
fuck!!!!its uselss...

haiz...

speechless..~

i just cn control myself nt think it...~

i knw its over since long time ago d..
just accept the fact ...
elvy soon!!!

he is a lier..!!!!!!!

i wont trust you anymore!!!!
my life no more you this bastard!!!T.T..

sorry my sis~

lol..i m boring now..
ntg to do..
wat to do...
who can teach me leh har..

lol...more 2 days is my sis carmen birthday lo...
yo...
i hope i can attent ...
bt....haiz...cant !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss them alot n alot.....~
wat to do...

sis ..i m sorry cant attent ur party...=(...


summore..
i duno y...gt a aunty vyvy kepo..y she can so kepo.
alwayz like to talk ppl nonsense..iziit ntg do at home??
go fuck v ur husband la...
dun owayz talk ppl at behind..
bad attitude!!!!
fuck!!!!!!!!!!!

penang .....~

later i'm going to penang ~..
i will go three days ..
becos of my wedding's picture....^^

i feel nervous..

n these few days i not feeling well...
i dunno why ...i feel uncomfortable..
expecially my body ...
cn pain whole day ..

hate that feeling...
hate sick!!!!

wish my good luck in everything ^^

thx aloy ya.....

i m lazy 4 update my blog....

yea ..now i'm in kedah..my sweetz home now..
its nice..i feel relax....becos...life should be enjoy..hahah..

i vyvy miss carmen yvonne lilia josee armani..my k.l 's sis n bro..
i miss k.l's clubing...
i miss i most love geh rnb song...

hahha..
miss it alot..

lol...
yea...its many thing happen on me...that i cant expect..
bt oso is a good thing la..

hahaha..
i happy...n i happy to face it all..
i will overcome the problem all....

ya i wanna marry d...
so ???
important is my family...my dear love me heart me thats enuf...
all ppl love me....lol...

bt i duno y...y those outside ppl so kepo...
macam i m the 1st 1 marry in this world...
lol..
make me laugh..
vy fun iziit?
i marry not u guys..!!

so what 4 kepo!!!
lol..
kepo ji....as my sister said!!

swt...zzz

i think i gonna be ALOR STAR 's star.
i'm proud of it..
THX 4 THOSE WHO LIKE TO HELP ME PROMOTE...
THX ALOT..

HAHHA...

THX U GUYS KEPO YA..
I CN SAvE BACK ADVERTISEMENT FEE & invite journalism fees....
thx alot

车祸

我真的很后悔！！！

第一次在车祸现场。。
看到我的车被撞的那刻。。。我整个人呆了。。。
只是短短一秒的时间。。。
两辆车被一辆cibai撞。。

它的速度很快。。

感谢上天。。。我们全部人都没有事情。。。

一切都好像注定这样。。。。。。
真的很可怕。。。

我的头脑现在不断回想着刚才的画面。。。

我对不起我的朋友。。
对不起。。。幸好他没事。。。
阿弥陀佛。。。

也幸好当时我在第四辆车。。。
所以没那么严重。。
可是我的车就中半死。。！！！唉~~


唉。。
心里那种感觉。。真的很恐怖~

enjoy my life better

人心险恶。。人心难测。。

还是一句。。。
enjoy my life better~

update

long time dint update my blog d..
act i duno what should i say here..
its seem like useless...

ntg to say ...

i came back k.l few days ago d..
erm..
i feel boring with this semester...

i hope ....i cn stayed at 1st semester...all fren happy..
bt this semester feel suck!!

how come har..

i duno..
haiz..let 4get it..

everything will change..
just v duno it will change until how..

hope everything will be fine as fast as possible..

miss my hometown fren so much..
i hope cn go bk as now..bt its imposible...haiz..

duno y ..
i fall in love with a song...name 不甘心不放手。
i just cn say..
the lyrics is my mood now!!!

UNFORGETABLE!!!

my holiday

还剩下几天我就要回kl了。
恩。。。这个假期我玩得还满开心的。。
虽然很多东西我也慢慢的放下了。。。
但是。。。

我只想说。。
不需要避开。。。不需要逃避。。
如果不介意大家还是朋友。。

回来到现在。。。我没有见到他一面。。
有人说不见最好。。
但是对我而言。。。我真的没什么了。。
还是一句。。。

依然是朋友。。

最近每天出去。。。每天晚上出去。。。我老妈都要傻跟我了。。
哈哈哈。。。

最近我好像up level了。。
过分！！！
不可以这样了。。。
傻掉。。

很想念kl朋友
在kl时就想念这里的朋友。。。
在这里就想回kl。。。
哈哈。。
傻了。
要好好读书了哦。。。

等下下penang看戏。。。哈哈。。

hav a nice day...<3

my holiday

还剩下几天我就要回kl了。
恩。。。这个假期我玩得还满开心的。。
虽然很多东西我也慢慢的放下了。。。
但是。。。

我只想说。。
不需要避开。。。不需要逃避。。
如果不介意大家还是朋友。。

回来到现在。。。我没有见到他一面。。
有人说不见最好。。
但是对我而言。。。我真的没什么了。。
还是一句。。。

依然是朋友。。

最近每天出去。。。每天晚上出去。。。我老妈都要傻跟我了。。
哈哈哈。。。

最近我好像up level了。。
过分！！！
不可以这样了。。。
傻掉。。

很想念kl朋友
在kl时就想念这里的朋友。。。
在这里就想回kl。。。
哈哈。。
傻了。
要好好读书了哦。。。

等下下penang看戏。。。哈哈。。

hav a nice day...<3

my holiday

还剩下几天我就要回kl了。
恩。。。这个假期我玩得还满开心的。。
虽然很多东西我也慢慢的放下了。。。
但是。。。

我只想说。。
不需要避开。。。不需要逃避。。
如果不介意大家还是朋友。。

回来到现在。。。我没有见到他一面。。
有人说不见最好。。
但是对我而言。。。我真的没什么了。。
还是一句。。。

依然是朋友。。

最近每天出去。。。每天晚上出去。。。我老妈都要傻跟我了。。
哈哈哈。。。

最近我好像up level了。。
过分！！！
不可以这样了。。。
傻掉。。

很想念kl朋友
在kl时就想念这里的朋友。。。
在这里就想回kl。。。
哈哈。。
傻了。
要好好读书了哦。。。

等下下penang看戏。。。哈哈。。

hav a nice day...<3

hav a nice holiday ~

finally i get my sweet sweet home d..
i feel warm when i go in my house..
i feel happy when i saw my family..

love them so much..

summore..my sister n bro..love them too..

i will enjoy this holiday.
n will not think so much d..
everything is past ....
wow...

hav a nice holiday ..^^

sexy 18

我答应我自己。。

我会过比你更幸福更好。。

我不懂我们的友谊是否怎样。。。

可是我也不再去想了。。

做回开心的我。。

这也是我答应我的姐妹evon heng的一件事情。。

他给我三个月的时间来忘记你。。

我相信我做得到。。。

还是那句我会让自己过得比你幸福。。

朋友是永远的。。。

我不懂最近我有一个朋友发生了什么事情。。

是他变了还是我。。

但我还是会继续努力挽回跟他之间的友谊。。

我会试去跟他沟通。。~

lol...

n i would thx sum1 here...

thx 4 bring me 4 a nice dinner n show me c the nice view...

i appreciate last 9 i had....

realy is a nice place 4 me..

thx....

^^

LOOK OUT POINT!!

i will go again....

^^

i will be happy oweyz...from now!!

HAPPY 's ELVY is back..

this time go bek hometown..i got abit feel like boring.

duno y..

bt its ok la...cn meet up my family n my sister them..thats enuf..

be4 i go bk is becos of sum1...bt now.....

let it go...

i wont think so much d..never n ever...

cheers ...^^

hope this holiday is a happy holiday 4 me.n i nid to face n 4get ...

i think i can do it!!!

hope this is a nice holiday 4 me..

no more sad!!!!!! no more 'he'!!!!!!

=)

sexy 18...^^ <3

its hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!

u duno what i feeling after knew that u delete me from ur facebook!!!!

ITS HURT U KNW!!!'

if u hate me or dun want fren v me just direct tell me...

i realy cant express hw my feeling now!!!!

HEARTACHE...

think to quid facebook d.....

then u no nid delete me...

i willl move on by myself!!!

HATE ME PLEASE TELL ME!!

IZIIT V NOT FREN ANYMORE????

after i call u ..u cut my call...then dunwant pick up my call.

i just want ask clearly!!!!

i vyvyvyvy hurt !!!!

HOW COME!!!!!!!

T.T

my mind was clear now....new's ELVY start from now!!!

刚才跟will和shreen谈了一下。。

整天想不开的我。。

终于开窍了。。

哈哈。。

头脑清醒了。。

甘愿了。。

不甘愿

这三个字。。

我永远记得。。

我不会再当傻瓜。。

新的孙绿珊！！！

我不会再因为不值得的人把自己搞到这样伤心狼狈。

我不会再让自己再受伤害。。

我真的不会再心痛。。。再怀念在思念过去的一切。。

我不想当cheap的女人。。

因为我不是！！！

我才十八岁。。

很多人很多人也这样跟我说

我还有很远的路要走。。

这只是我人生中的一个考验！！

我应该学习。。我经得起！！！

过去的就让它过去。。

虽然我还需要时间。。

可是我相信我一定做得到！！！

下星期我会try我的best让你们看到不一样的我。。

**思想成熟**哈哈哈。。

我不会再想他！！

不可能了。。

彻彻底底清楚我现在的状况了。。

嗯。。

心里悲哀。。我会慢慢的让它消失。。

because i m just 18 years old 's sexy lady....hahahaa..

男人！！

不该为了不值得的男人这样傻。。

我也不会再浪费自己的时间！！

心开了。。。头脑也清醒。。

我不会再犯同样错误。。

爱上一个不该爱的男人。。不会再爱上一个有女朋友的男人。。然后傻傻的把头撞去让自己伤痕累累。。。

我不会了！！！！！

我不会再相信任何男人！！！

我会坚强！！！不会再去想了。。

一切真的彻彻底底结束了

不甘愿与爱的一念之差~

my mind was clear now!!!

i will try my best 4get ...n nt to think abt u anymore!!!

ELVY SOON ALIVE AGAIN!!!!!!

2nd semester~

终于在自己的家了。。

心还打不开。。

不死心还在。。

还以为以通电话会打来问我是否到了还是怎样。。

想太多了。。

做么我还这样傻。。。。

睡醒。。就只见朋友打来叫我醒来去学校register

可是心里最想看到的信息就算一通miss call。。。

我也感到开心。。

可是我还是失望。。。

算了吧。。

心死了。。我彻彻底底死了。。

我从今以后不会再想这样多了。。

自己受伤。。。辛苦。。

死啦。。还很想哭。。怎么办。

我不该在为他哭了。。

唉。。

今天一大早起身。。。

去学校register罢了。。。就回来了。。

我hiao说要煮早餐给armani和carmen吃。

煮了西式早餐。。

结果被油烫到像‘虾’这样。。。

还喷到脸。。

不懂我会不会毁容。。

很怕阿。

不要毁容阿。。

我靠脸吃饭啊。。。哈哈哈哈。。。

今天也算很开心。。

刚才遇到lecturer hafizul。。

他称赞我在考试考到很好。。虽然我不懂怎样好法。

我也预算不到我的成绩怎样。。

他说我跟thomas考到很好。。

希望真的考到不错的成绩吧。。

希望如此。。

第二个semester即将开始了。。

刚才看到时间表。。

晕。。

我觉得第二个semester好像很难这样。。

历史啦。。还有三个subject。。。好像难。。

可是我还是会加倍努力。。

我会更努力。。

我不可以因为这次考得不错。。所以忽略。。

我要好好读书。。为了我的前途。。。

我是能的。。

加油吧。。elvy soon。。。哈哈哈。。。

2nd semester!!!

i will try to love it....although thats not my interest subject..bt i will work more hard~

孙绿珊！！面对现实~

我很傻对吧。。
除了等还是等。。

孙绿珊！！
你几时才甘愿醒！！！！

明知道不可能等到的结果。
就不要再等了！！！

为什么当我落到最底时。。
就把我拉了一下。。
然后又把我推到谷底。。

我的天！！
我应该自己爬起来!!
醒了醒了！！！
孙绿珊！！！！

他不可能再爱你！！！
唉。。

算了吧。。
人生就是如此。

我不想当笨蛋。。
可是偏偏最笨的就是我。。
伤的还是我。。

哭也哭了。。
伤心也伤心了。
是时候醒了吧。

我不会再等了。。
一通不可能的电话；。。不可能的信息。。
为何我还执著。。

很多人付出了很多的代价。。
但结果有好有坏。。。
但。
我还是应该面对现实！！！

面对现实！！！

holiday

i go bek k.l again...

haiz..

wanna start my college life again..

fell boring...

bt i will try my best ..

just 5 day holidays..

so fast...

i vy enjoyed n happy when joined v my sista n brother them..

love them so much..

next week i will come back again..

muahahha...

last 9 y i will cry so serious..

i nvr cry so serious since long time ago...

last 9 cant control my tears...

haiz........

fucking sad..

i oso duno y....

haiz..

felt so pai seh..

cry infront so many ppl..

ya i should be strong n tough!!!

but y ..

my heart stil weak like hell..

i should forget...

but i adi try my best...

i pretend like i m fine...i m ok in front of my dear frenz..

bt last 9 realy cant control..n cry loudly...

becos of he......

feel me vy lame rite?haiz..

my sis josee..shreen n may

i love her so much..

last9 thx u all alot....owayz by my side ...

n hug me...

thx...

love will never be end...

life should be happy ^^

dun think too much d....i will more suffer...~

i sad ..i hurt...i happy~

这几天我在as的日子真的很开心。。

无法形容的开心。。。

因为我的姐妹们都回来。。

我爱他们。。

我们真的很享受这几天。。

真的。。

如果每天都这样的日子。。

真的是很开心。。

我星期日就回去吉隆玻了。。

唉。。

我一万个不舍得这边开心的生活！！！！

虽然这几天我很开心。

但我也很伤心。。心很痛。。

人家都不爱我了。。

我为什么还要这样。。。

醒了吧！！！

我很清楚告诉自己。。我真的是时候放下他。。。

看他与她。。

虽然心痛。。可是却不能怎样。

很多人劝我。。我才十八岁。。很遥远的路要走。。

对。。。

我知道。。

我会好好选择！！

我不会再找他。。。不会再去在乎它的一点一滴。。

因为。。在他眼里根本已经没有我。。。

所以是时候醒了。。。

毕竟。。

我是迟来的路人。。

永远没有结果的事情。。就不要让它发生。。

到最后我还是受伤的那个！！！

爱上了不该爱的人。。

是如此的难受

但我相信。。我会克服。。。~

sorry 4 sum1

TO . G

I felt so sorry ...

sorry 4 hurt u ....

i duno want explain what to u ...

just cn apologize to u ...n hope u dun care abt it...

trust me!!!

i cn cos of these thing stop bloging...

sorry..

i knw that its hurt..

sorry..

bt i nt mean that....from my heart!!!!

i dun want cos of these thing will broke our frenship or else..

sorry..

what cn i do ..u just will forget it n dun feel sad n dun angry???

T.T

i realy did wrong thing d..

sorry...

sorry...

haiz...

CN U FORGIVE ME?

my sweetz home now...

yeah..

i get back my sweet sweet home d...yeah yeah yeah....^^

meet my mummy n daddy ..yeah yeah..

last 9 1 sumthing just reached alor star..

i pun down my luggage on my house...

then direct went to eat 'kari mee'..

wow...

meet my dear boss n keong n junior...

haha..

v boom ther...

so happy lar xd...

i just come back for 7 days...

i will enjoy...

^^

愿意付出一切~

我很爱睡啊。。怎么办。。。？

可是肚子就是很不听话。。。

因为。。

我把自己搞成这样。。

为了要瘦要美。。

我愿意付出一切。。。

这也是每个女人想要做事的事情。。。

我一定要变瘦回去。。。变美!!!!

可是我已经能够连续几个星期。。五六点才睡觉了。。

傻掉。。。

眼带都可以做我的眼睛了哦。。。

唉。。。。

总之。。

我会愿意付出。。。直到达到我的目标为止！！！！

努力加油。。不许失败

2mr i will go back my hometown d...

yeah..alor star wait me...daddy mummy wait me...sisters brother wait me..

elvy will be as soon...

this time my dear li lian jie oso will folow me go bk my homwtown...

i wanty bring her go wher leh....

delicious food?

any nice place intro?

happy babe~

yeah...

tnite super high....

duno why.......

feel vyvy happy..

mayb becos of my lovely friend....

carmen...lilian...renier. josee.swynne.elain.ofcos my dear...

love them so much...

u guys let me feel happy anytime...

last9 v all went MIST CLUB ....

hahaha...

i damn enjoyed when joined with them...

wow..

amazing nite....

wow...

i get drunk again...

but i happy....haha..

v next time go again..

**leonard!!! wait u back!!!..next time go club v u..belanja u..i wont potong ur kick again..**

ya...

a good news here....

i promise myself....i wont love he again...

hehe^^

i did it!!

JOSEE..

I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE...FOREVER!!!!

sis...

love u owayz..

n wont let u alll angry me dissapointed n worry me anymore!!!

LOVE WILL NEVER BE END..

from now..

my blog just for my frenz..my life..n my dear..

dear

i love u ...love u....

i wont let u go again...

u re my only1...~

at last u r the 1 never leave me...n will love me forever~

**appreciate**

appreciate~珍惜

我不会再在乎你的一切了。。

我决定了。。

不会再想你。。。

不会再爱你。。

彻底忘记你。。

彻底让你离开我的世界。。。

把你搬出去我的心。。

一切的回忆。。。让它随风而走。。。

也不会当笨蛋！！！

我敢保证。。。

我会让自己的生活更美好。。

我会比以前更乖。。

哈哈。。。。

我不懂选择着方式去忘记你是对还是错。。。

可是。。

我惟有试一下了。。。

我会努力再爱回他！！！！

我会努力珍惜一切~

尤其是真正爱我的人。。。~

Nothing gonna change my love for u

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you.


Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love.


Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing's gonna change my
love for you.

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are.

So come with me and share this view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you.


<3 i love this song so much...
  full of memories...
  i miss u more than i can say ...<3

happy birthday to my frenz

last 9 i vyvy enjoyed v my frenz...

v celebrated birthday party v thomas ...

haha..

v played truth or dare wor....

wat the..

i kena vyvy cham...

feel that i become so strong d...

drink many oso wont get drunk...hahha...

wat a nice cake last 9..

becos of mr.kent!!!!!!

**THOMAS NEED ELVY**

walau..make me pai seh....

but its ok...

important is birthday's boy happy enuf...

last 9 realy vyvy syok...

hahh.a...v play until 5am morning..deng....

so tired now leh...

**ytd my stupid brain miss he again..

wat the..1 month d...i stil cant put down ...

i know he already forget me..put down me..n dun love me..

but y!!!

i stil want like that...

am i stupid????

haiz..

mr.lee ah mr.lee..

althought v now din contact d...but y ah...y i stil will think abt u dream abt u .....n love u ...

hate myself so much....

haiz....

take it easy ba...

i'm so happy...finished final exam d..

WOW....

finally...

final exam finished d....

yeah....

i want relax from now....

PIMPLES...PLEASE GO AWAY FROM ME!!!!

i dun want pressure anymore...

RELAX...

wow...

my holiday will start from 2mr...

but....

i still cnt go back my sweetz hometown...

becos still got a shit assigment 30th need to pass up....

nvm..

i going back ALOR STAR SOON...

yeah...

happy..miss my family...my sista them so much...

i feel so happy wanna meet up v them....

yeah...

today exam paper..

INTRO TO MASS COM..

erm..this subject..i had tried my best d...

god please bless me get a good result....

let me pass my semester 1...

PLEASE...

GLT..paper..

i waiting to die...

haiz...

when think back..so sad....

i duno how to answer at all..

haiz..

GOD BLESS ME ba...

today i heard a news...

make me vyvy sad..

is my secondary skul 's senior had passed awayz..

becos of love..

he cnt put down his gf..

haiz..

tat is a vyvy stupid action..

i feel sad when heard tat....

he never think abt his family.,..y does he will do those thing to hurt every who love he...

y he want end his life easily....

haiz..

REST IN PEACE =(

2mr is THOMAS NGEOW 's birthday ..

wishes he happy birthday ~...

all the best...

he had help me many thing..

thx da tou....

if i cn pass my exam..haha..

i will treat he eat again.....

muahaha...

bt i totally pokai now...

2mr nite v want celebrate birthday v he..

wow...

exciting....

v want ply until vyvy gila d....

hehe..^^

finish1 semester 1 d..

so fast......

time realy past so fast...

i already in k.l 3 month n more d...

so now...relaX 1st..

afterthat want keep back my mood prepare for semester 2...

gambateh..

HOPE I CAN PASS THE EXAM....

考试了~

今天是我的大日子。。

考试啦。。。

天啊。。。

拼了几天。。。

可是我的笨蛋头脑记不到这样多东西。。

我的天。。

等下怎样作答哦。。。

尤其是写essay。。。。T。T

可是过了今天。。

我们就轻松了。。

天啊。。要保佑我们考试顺啊。。

我一定要pass啊。。

**压力阿。。。**

不懂为什么。。

很希望某人的鼓励。。

就算是一通电话。。。一封信息的支持。。。

就算是简简单单的一句问候。。一句关心。。。

我也感到安慰。。

可是。。我想太多了。。

因为。。根本不可能会发生的事情！！！

唉。。。

还是好好读书好吧。。

加油！！！

我还有两个小时的时间。。

我就要踏入考场。

五点过后。。。我就是神仙了。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。

i sick ....

recently quite busy lo...
because exam is coming soon...next monday exam d..
wat the fuck!!

i sick serious now..
fever ....gastric...all come to find me...
damn sad la...
just now go c doctor d...but dunno why still not feeling well...
T.T

mummy....
i need u ...n need my sweetz home...

i very & worry about my exam...
because i did nothing....
haiz..
wat a useless gurl!!!

today v had a quiz...
i did worse again..
haiz..

i realy cant imagine if my final exam fail..
then wat should i do..

thomas ngeow!!
i know u treat me very good..
u want me pass my exam...
i promise...
i will try my best ...
hehe^^

whats wrong v me ha..
lol..
today at skul i feel vyvy weird...
haha...when 2 guy sit beside me....
lol..funny la wey....

mr.gauis..n mr.thomas...
u 2..hahha....
so cute...
haha...

i like it...hahhah

joke ....^^

wish me good luck in my exam..~

feel dizzy now!!!

long time din update my blog d...

erm...

act i totally forgot wat i did in this few days...

i just knw...

i did worse on my presentation...

fuck !!!

USELESS ME...

i cnt ans the question!!!

haiz....

this is i 1st time came to k.l cry in front of so many people...

malu!!!

i should be strong!!!

but how come i cn cry serious!!

should i gv up studies???

T.T

i dun want...

i will try my best ..

but when everytime i take out my book...

i saw the words...i feel sleepy...

the words knw me..bt i din understand it...

bull shit!!

its big challenge to me...

anyway..

i will try my best !!!!

just left 1 week..

i stil enjoy ...enjoy!!!!

wat the well...

haiz...no comment to myself...

recently...had many thing happend on me...

haiz...i realy no comment on it!!!!

haiz..just 4get it...

i did my part enuf!!!

i feel dizzy now!!!!

**when i start will care ur feeling...i realy no understand!! i cn sure...thats not love...but y!!i will care abt it...i knw u jealous....but 2 oso my frenz...wat to do.....haiz......**

JUST TRYING ERASE YOU FROM MY LIFE

last nite i was so down when i saw the post that he posted on his facebook..

wat the...

**I JUST TRYING TO ERASE YOU FROM MY LIFE**

this words is killing me deeper & deeper....

i should forget him...

i should not go to view his profile anymore..

i should not care everything because of him...

i should do that...

but....

last 9....

i cant control myself..

i view his profile again....

i felt regreted that i view his profile....

let me saw sumthing that hurt me deeply....

what's wrong with you....

before u told me that u love me..

but nw...let me saw sumthing that...hurt me deeply!!!

how come u can do this to me....

u cant understand how much i hurt..

i realy pretend like nothings happend...

but i know myself is heartbroken now...

yea..

i knew u din't love me anymore....

& i dint contact adi....

y i stil stubborn of it!!!

I FUCKING MISS U NOW!!!

i said that i wont miss u anymore...

but .....

i just realize that....

NOPE!!!

I MISS U LIKE HELL..I LOVE U LIKE HELL...

but i knw...

thats imposible hapening again between u n me!!!

FUCKING SAD!!!

JESUS...

cn u teach me....how jz can forget a person as fast as posible!!

I JUST WANT MR.LEE MOVE ON FROM MY LIFE!!!!!!!

i want become happy back...

exam is coming soon..jz left 2 week...

i said that i want study...

bt i never do it!!!!!

wat a useless me!!!

haiz....~~~

1st time club v my classmate...awesome..

Wow......

awesome nite i had last 9....

haha..

first time went clubbing v my classmate..

damn nice la..

altot tat clubbing nt very nice..

bt tat pub plus club..

i 1st time went oso is last time..

duno y ...the place not suitable me..

i prefer clubbing more...

last 9...

me ,josee,lilian,renier,gauis,hafiz,mina,& dash...

jz we 8 people went only...

we enjoyed ther....

gosh..i had saw many 'gigolo'& 'ah gua' there..

suck!!!

summore..kissing in front of us...

i felt vomit when saw it ...

hahah..

disgusting la....yuck...

after there..we went mamak lepak until 6 am..

walau..

2 days d....i slept in the morning..

damn tired la...

bt quite happy..

this few day i always join them lepak until midnite...

v chit-chat ....

although somtime i duno wat they talking about...

because my english worse...

bt i realy enjoyed ....

i wan learn more n more english...

exam is coming soon..

bt i do ntg ....

is time to study d...

elvy soon..please dont lazy anymore...

i think wanna start on next week d..

fight fight!!!!!

i feel exciting when i think to go back my hometown..

this sem break..lilian will follow me go bk alor star..

wow..

nice man...~

YEA..

I M ON DIEN NOW!!

HOPE i cn success...

i hope i cn slim down in this 2 week..

i want my hand slim down lar....

whole body slim down...

gambateh!!!!

if nt my bro lance lee going to kill me...

i wan thin like b4 ...wow...

i want become more pretty n charming ...

hahhaa..

sexy is my name...hahahahahaha..

crazy me xd

**duno y...i miss u again ....suck feeling i having now...

wat the ...

i pretend like i'm ntg...i pretend like i realy forgot u ..

but....i knew myself stil miss you....

but its ok..becos TIME CAN PROVE EVERYTHING....

my mind was clear now...i knw wat i 'm doing now...=)**

a stupid guy...

he like to talked nonsense....

duno y ....he cannot be trusted...mayb he too sweets in talking d..

swt...zzzz

but....i like him ...haha..love his sexy voice....his style..

hahha..

he is my best frenz....=)

i felt happy when joined v u guys~

fun ~

last thursday midnite..me ,carmen,lilian,renier,gauis &sum frenz..

v went to college swimming pool lepak...

hahha...

v had plyed 'truth or dare'

damn fucker la....

they gv sum idea vyvy disgusting..oh shit...

i combo lose 6 round or 7 round...

kena cham cham lo....

yuck..hahhaa..

1st time i kiss malay...(my frenz)

1st time i kiss ppl ass..yerr...

n many many la...

tat nite v all almost gila d...

ply over d...hahah..

but v all vyvy happy on tat nite...^^

then i slept lilian's room tat nite..

yesterday woke up adi 2 sumting afternun d..

then i went back bath..then taken lunch v my frenz again...

last9 i had met josee..v go taken dinner n movie..

after movie....gauis invited me go lepak at college again..

yea..i went..i bring josee go too..

v sembang ther...

mr.gauis vyvy kap siao la...lol...

bt sumtime i realy vyvy blur when he talking v me..

BECAUSE MY ENGLISH IS WORSE。。。。

lalalaalal....

v lepak until 6am morning..

wat the..

i damn sleepy tat time....

finally..v all get home....^^

happy nite i enjoyed v them...^^

**last 9 .... i shock when i received a msg....

by him........i duno wat he told is truth or lie...or jz after drunk told me tat..

i duno....i duno i should trust he anot...

bt y.......y ....y i slowly gv up u...4get u tattime...u tell me...u cnt put down ...vyvy love me...y??T.T

duno y ..when heard he said tat...i feel sad....haiz..

plz dun hurt me again....T.T.....**

最难忘的一天。。5/8/2010

今天我真的真的很开心..
开心到我无法形容。。

I LOVE DRAMA AND TARIAN

演戏和跳舞。。。是我的专长。。
哈哈哈哈。。
我爱我爱。。

今天我们的group 演戏。。。for 我们的final project。
在学校的lobby演戏。。
哈哈哈哈。。。。

我喜欢的我的角色。。我们的故事。。
至少我努力有兴趣的事没有白费的。。。

我得到了最佳女演员。。
虽然不是得什么奖杯。。
可是。。我真的很开心。。也获得了很多称赞。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。

也要感谢我的全部好朋友。。
如果没有你们的支持。。我也不会演得这么好。。

尤其是swynne。。哈哈。。。她真的帮了我很多。。
教我们跳舞。。

也要谢谢我们组的人。。
没有你们我们的戏剧也不会这么成功。。

但唯一遗憾的是。。
没有人拍到那video。。。
唉。。

我只能靠想象才能够留住这么精彩的一幕。。。

我真的很难忘。。

*今天lilian carmen thomas 和 renier 来我家玩。。哈哈。。
我们玩‘真心话大冒险’。。
哈哈哈。。。全部都很开心。。。
也终于松了一口气。。。几天的压力。。今天终于解放。。。
昨天彩排时很不好。。可是没想到今天的戏剧很顺利。。也很成功。。哈哈哈~

今天半夜我们decide要去泳池玩。。。yeah！！！！！！
疯狂夜晚。。
我喜欢！！！！

哟。。。
我真的很很很！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！哈哈哈哈哈。。

睡觉也是甜的。。。

我会永远记得今天。。。
因为是我难忘的一天。。
也是我演得第一部戏。。。~

**这是我们今天演戏的故事大纲**
内容很精彩。。。
A boyish heroin and a sissy hero met up in SEGi UC class. Initially they often fight because of their differences. After several months of introduction, the relationship became closer and eventually they end up into love relationship. At that time, their love relationship was on cloud nine until the presence of a man who is also a good friend of the heroin. The girl was the third party in their relationship and they were caught together by the heroin when they were out on a date. The heroin was so frustrated with his lover and his own friends that betray her and decided to break up with the heroin to seek for own freedom.

我真的真的很开心。。。

buzy buzy buzy!!

recently realy quite buzy..

becos..all assigment n presentation ..non stop coming...

haiz...

videography - shooting video (intro mass comm)

presentation skill - drama

prepress -assigment present & brochure , afterthat need ( present)

glt - final exam (essay)

intro to mass comm - 2mr presentation...(v bt lecturer)

gosh!!!!!!!

realy no enuf time 4 us now..

i thnk to cry now..

pressure...

2mr presentation again..group presentation..

but...

our group last minit ...haiz..

sorry...i stupid cnt help anything...

haiz...

untiil now..our group stil nt yt prepare...i realy feel nervous...

2mr waiting GG.==

our drama on next week..hw cum so fast!!dance step oso din hav...wat oso no!!

wth!!haiz...

waiting GG again..

all waiting GG

my life waiting GG la...

**last 9 i went pool part...shit!!wat a shit party i went!!!!!!!**

next month mayb i want to remove house d...

my housemate them stil wan thinking...bt i duno y they wan thinking d...

sum say 1..some say dun wan...

i oso vy confuse....

bt if more cheap ...y dun wn try move..

bt up to them la..

i no comment..

if they dun wan move.i wil try to find other ppl....

its ok =)

currently i oso seldom chat v him d..he told me tat my sista 17th wil com k.l find me..i damn happy la...

sis..i wait u ..shreentan...^^

my sis ask he come too...

duno..swt ...==

I'M TOTALLY TIRED!!!!!!

god please bless me all the best ...

no matter in my frenship ,my studies,my family,everything ...

please bless me all the best =)

**is time to diet.bt i stil eat non stop....cham nia...GG lo....hahha....

HOW TO BECUM THIN & PRETTY..

i realy need kne the skill....hahha **

love hometown so much~

yea..

i come back from my hometown adi...

i enjoyed n happy when at hometow ** ALOR STAR*

a sweet's place i grow up..

expeacially is my HOME...

i cn met v my mummy & daddy..

this is my most happy 's at ther...

& my BTC sista...

love them so much...~

friday was my mum birthday ..

so i gift her a vy expensive present(for me is quite expensive)

bt its ok...

i love my mum...

n v had dinner 2gether...^^

then..friday nite...i met v my BTC sista at FLAMINGO...

a great nite v had...

wow...

v take many picture on tat nite...

hahhaha..

happy & high....

bt tat nite i drunk d...

bt its ok...

HAPPY ENUF...

(babe....wait me go bk again..v go high again...next station..69..)

saturday..

go penang v may...

becos wan find our sista SHREEN TAN..

lol...

tat day for me is unforgotable day...

i drive to penang..!!!!!

this is point..

IS MY FIRST TIME...DRIVE TO PENANG...

like tat feeling so much..

i think...

i stil wil try next time..^^

after penang...

i go STARGARDEN v my frenz..

en...

i knew many many thing..jz i try to be quiet...

haiz... quite sad tat nite...

tdy morning...

chat v 'frenz'

haiz...i felt uncomfortable..

ya..i should wake up early...

tdy i jz realise tat...I JUST A STUPID GURL...

he does'nt love me...he are plying me...i duno wat his mind thinking now..its vy hard to understand he this kind of people..from start until now,act he dint trust me at all ,he had told me many thing ,duno y i felt heart broken,sad..(i duno he just say for fun or jz want me angry or tats is truth)..T.T

bt y i stil keep miss him n love him...

i wil try to forget it & slowly put down...~i should do tat~

haiz...

ntg else can say ....

FUCK!!!

**shreen tan...duno y ..i feel our distance seem like so far...feel our frenrelationship nt same like b4..y..mayb is me think so much d....haiz...bt i realy sad...becos u r my sista tat i care i love...T.T)

anyway....

I LOVE MY HOMETOWN SO MUCH...

haha...EVERYONE SAID ' I FAT JOR'

ARRH~~~~~~

I WAN SLIM BACK & PRETTY MORE!!

HOW NERH....

hope to be charming n pretty more...seriously...

feel my self recently look so worse...sad..!!

I WILL CHANGE!!!!!!!!

stop it!!!

我不懂该如何形容我最近的心情。。

其实。。。

我真的已经没什么了。。

可是那个女的。。

为什么总是爱乱想。。。爱误会。。颠倒是非。。

几岁了。。。

我真的搞不懂你。。

既然你这样放不开。。

你就去找回他啊。。

一方面说会成全我和他。。一方面又跟人家说我跟他好回了。。然后patern。。

唉。。。

我只想说。。。

在这三角关系。。

其实不是我一个人错到完。。

不要说到我一个人错到完。。。其实我们三个也有错。。

每个人也有每个人的问题。。。。不然都不会发生这种事情。。

爱情的东西很奇妙。。。感觉要来时。。。没有人可以阻挡。。

既然我现在都放了。。

难道你好不开心。。。是不是要弄到我跟他没有朋友做，你才开心？？

如果是。。。我无言。。。

我也没有扮可怜。。也不需要。。。

希望你也是。。别再颠倒是非~

你们是会好回的。。。

但。。。别再把我扯进去！！！

谢谢。。。~

我的天。。

唉。。。

我真的累跟你们。。

我自己也有男朋友。。

而且我的男朋友很爱我。。。

结婚对象也是他。。。

这样的答案。你是否满足。。。？

请你停止一切你幼稚的行为。。

我不是好惹。。

就算误会。。。也请你有证据才来说。。。

不然就diamdiam啦。。

我的人耐有限度。。。

我从来没有这样忍过一个我不认识的女人。。。

一切真的够了。。

停止了。。~

好的开始~

可能这一切对我来说是很好的开始。。

刚才跟hiao eh carmen 聊天。。。

哈哈。。

结果我放下了。。

觉得自己也没有这样想他了。

可能我就是那种。。。‘我爱你会直到你不爱我的那天’

一旦你对我反感不爱我。。

我也不会再爱你。。

哈哈。。

所以。。对我来说也是好事。。

i promise tat i wont find u anymore..

^^

谢谢hiao eh 帮我弄brochure

Hiao eh...

thx 4 helping me..

i love u.....

hope our frenship 4ever...^^

真心对待一个人真的很重要。。

可是也得看对方是否你值得这样做。。。

朋友我爱你们。。

家人。。我更爱。

虽然这次回hometown

起初。。四分之一。。是为了他。我想见他。。。一面也好。。

可是。。

我不去想这样无畏的东西了哦。。。

我不会打扰他的世界。。

只要他过得好。。

一切就足够。

~依然还是朋友~

**for sum1..

plz stop ur stupid idiot action..

u should be happy becos u met me..

plz dun owayz blame me..n he...thx!!!!

u should happy i nt to argue v u ....

if change other...sure fight v u til 9696..

bt..realy plz stop ur idiot act...

u look like polite...age matured.

bt HOW COME UR STUPID MIND SO CHILDISH...

i jz 18 years old.

bt I MATURED THAN U ...

talking way...thinking way

oso mature than u !!!!

oh gosh...

dun try to challenge me...thx!!!!**

wher is my mr.right

haiz...

tdy i damn bored..

ntg to do...

i get food poisoning again.....

damn suffer..

'eat wat o wat'

T.T

so tnite party ..cancel..

hope 2mr cn go la..^^

whole day keep 0n9..

hahaha..

boom on fb..

tat i wanna married..

alamak...

i stil young....i stil gt many choice...

the important is ...

I STIL NT PLY ENUF!!!

lol...

bt i like tat feeling i telling tat big jokes....

sorry my frenz...

bt all my ji-mui they knw i m plying..

understand me so gao lat....muahahaha...^^

jz nw in phone v he...

erm...

i duno hw describe tat feeling i hav...

aiyar..think so much 4 wat la...

i feel my self slowly slowly dun love he n 4get he d.

hope i cn success la..

**even i stil care abt him *

he n his gf wil good back eh..^^

i wishes them 996....^^

n i vy understand me n he is imposible..

en....

i wil try less post his thing..^^

i said be4 d..i wil appreciate who vy love me..

i wont becos of a guy then gv up everything ^^

My Mr.right....

wher r u ..???^^

life should be happy

The 3rd day my life without u ...

hmm...

i admit tat this 3 day i vyvy miss u ..

bt i cant do anthing..

just can MISS YOU...

i act like ntg...act like i m happy ..

bt i knw myself...

still can put down at all...

i adi try my best ...

bt...i lose.........

this 3 day..i wil suddenly woke up at 6sumthing in the morning..

because...i hope cn received ur msg or any miss call..

ur number appear on my hp screen..i will happy...

bt.

in fact....

NOPE....

everytime i woke up..i saw nothing..then dissapointed...

then slept again...

in fact....this is good 4 me i knw...

as wat my frenz say

NTG is IMPOSIBLE...

time cn change everything...

time oso cn let me put down all the things..

i knw...

tdy ...i woke up...i felt happy...

because...i nt vy miss you d...slowly slowly forget u ...

clap hand 4 me...hiak hiak ^^

tdy i din go class again...

bt i nt skip...

is ....i kena FOOD POISONING again..

T.T

i go toilet til bo lat....T.T

i want go present tdy...i want..

haiz...

bt it will change to next week....

T.T

2 day more ..i wan go bk my sweetzhome d..

yeah..

cn meet my family d..cn meet my btg's sista d...

yeah yeah yeah...

happy...^^

life should be happy....^^

解脱~

感觉整个人松去了。。

可能。。因为你给我了交待。。

而这个答案。。

我也是早就知道了。。

**朋友**

兜兜转转。。。

我们还是回到了原点。。

就是朋友。

但我还是希望。。

你跟他好好跟他一起。。

因为他才是你的幸福。。。

你也不可能会爱我很久。。对吧。。细细。。

我的心终于没有这样‘卡’了。。

谢谢你向我交代一切。。

我不后悔爱你。。

因为对我来说。。这一段日子。。是我很珍惜。。也很开心。。

因为有你。

在彼此心里留下最深刻的美好回忆。

虽然回忆不会长久。。但对我来说。。却是永远都这么美好。。。

但是。。谢谢我们曾经相爱。。有一段轰轰烈烈的爱情。。

我爱你。

也是最后一次我说爱你了。。

失去了你。。

我会更加爱惜自己。。

也不会再走错路。。

曾经我为了你放弃了很多爱我的男人。

我保证。。

我真的要选一个。。好好恋爱了。。

**绝对不会再爱上有女友的男人**

曾经拥有就好。

打从一开始。。

我已经预算到我们会有这一天。。

所以这一次。。我对你的爱。。。我们的爱情。。看得很开。。

不该执著。。

接下去的日子。。

我一定要过得更好。。

我会想你。。

你对我很好很贴心很疼我。。

谢谢。。。

i miss u so much...

但我还是会控制自己。。

解脱。这次真的解脱了。。

我的生活终于变得简单多了。。

对我来说。。。

其实也是个好事。。

今天终于可以好好睡一觉了。。

我的生活又是新的开始。。新的挑战了~

我要好好充实自己。。改变自己到最好。。

要减肥。。要变美。。

哈哈哈。。。

blek...xd

ELVY SOON 回来了。。~

love drunk

damn down..
this is a 3rd days i drink beer..n get drunk d...
wat the...
bt nw my mind is clear..i stil cn bloging...

me at josee house now..
becos i hate the feeling when i m alone..
becos i wil think nonsense's thing...

i miss him alot..
v din contact whole day...he din find me..
tats gud...
mayb he should calm down n think properly few day..

i dun wan disturb him anymore..

n i felt so sorry to he n his gf..
sorry...

i sad whole day..
heart so pain now...
bt i cant do anything..

jz cn accept it ...

i wil gvup u..all my sista totally agree...
i dun wan get hurt anymore..
i must protect myself..

i feel happy tat ..he told my sista tat he love me....
this already enuf to me..
realy..
i love u too..

but sorry...
i cant 2gether v u ..

i knw wat i m doin now...
i love u ..bt i cant be v u ..

tats all...

i wil try gv up...n 4get u..

*i love drunk...becos cn 4get all my sadness...**

面对现实。。

两天了。。

我的心情还不能复合。。

因为我知道我是真地爱了。。

爱上了一个我不该爱的人。。

而这个人。。我早就预算到。。随时我都应该放掉。。

而我最不想发生的事情。。也最好奇的事情。。

终于发生。

我不想发生。。是因为我不想这样快失去你。。

我好奇。。是因为。。我想知道到了这一步。。你对我的爱是怎样。。

一切都提早的发生了。。

我该怎么办。。

我现在只想把自己麻醉。。回到当初。。

如果当初一切都没开始。。会几好呢。。

也不用搞到三个都这样辛苦。。

对不起。。

因为我的介入。。影响了你们。。

我也知道到最后你的选择还是他。。

刚才打了给你。听了你的声音。。我自己也感到安慰。

至少我不用再等。。

那个结果。。还是一样。。

只是我想要你亲口说。。

好让我好过点。。

我真的会放弃。。

因为这一刻。。大家都该面对现实。。

没有再有逃避的地步。

这一刻。。

我可以感受。。你也放弃。。你选择他。。

这也是我早就明白的东西。。

你不想跟我说结果。。

只是再想更婉转的方式来告诉我。。

我只想说。。

不需要。

我喜欢直接。。至少还有一个朋友做。。

我心痛。

我想哭。但是我告诉自己我不可以。

我忍得好辛苦。。

我也相信。。过了今天。。

一切真的打回原点了。。

伤心也伤心过了。。。开心的绿珊也是时候回来了。。

至少我们曾经开心一起过。你对我好。。一切的一切。。

都变成最美好的回忆。。

从今开始。

我的世界再也没有你。。

你们的世界再也不会有我。。

对不起。。打扰了。。

我知道你很爱她。。珍惜吧。。。

而我。。

也会学会慢慢放。。

大家还是朋友。。如果不介意。。

还是一句。。

一切从新开始。。不要再想了。。

开心吧。。elvysoon

时间会冲淡一切。。

**4 sum 1..if u realy wan marry v me..k...i do...next year i will engage v u ...will u happy...**

lonely~

i get home d...
v plan tat wan go genting 1..bt at last oso cancel jor...
i feel abit sad n dissapointed...
jz abit only...=)

becos they gt sumthing need to do..
dun worry..
i wont blame any1...
work more important...^^

i jz sad..becos i cant c he d...
bt i appreciate the day when v meet...
miss tat moment so much~~
love u ..bt..please dun treat me so good...
i scare ...i wil getting deeply....

haiz..
dun think so much better....
jz 4get abt it..

haiz...
my mum phone me ...ask me y my money all gone...
haiz..
sorry mum..

i will control d...
^^
love u ..

**sumbody sy wn mrd v me...swt..haiz..no rsp..bs i dk wn gv h wt rsp!!!!**

I FEEL LONELY NOW

is time to study hard d...~

fcking tired

finally...tdy our presentation was pass ...haha.
bt i vy tired..becos i jz sleep 1 hour only..
i wanna be super girl d...

hahah..

last 9 i vyvy enjoyed v my sista them..
bt..the fucking noob club...MIST ...
i wont go anymore...

its suck!!!

damn boring...
bt luckily...i stil got my sista them~
last 9 i had drink some beer..
its high!!!

after clubing..
v went to ktv..
wow...awesome's place..
act...its 4 uncle la..bt...
i dun care...its quite suitable me..haha.
bt doesn't mean tat i am anuty nah...hiak hiak ^^

me n yun yun damn high ther last 9..
wow..
realy high..
finally...i cn felt tat high feeling..
its nice..
bt i knw..cant often go ther...if nt wil die ...haha..

v finished our ktv,i think is 7am...oh gosh!!
then reahed damansara already 8am..
i jz slept on car 1 hour...
then go bk damansara (my hostel)bath n prepared..
gosh!!
deng ah...

i realy fucking tired
bt i try my best n do my best in our presentation....
after presentation..i oso went back my hostel sleep d..

until now..i realy hav ntg to do...
wat the ah...
so boring here..n so tired.

i want to sleep !!!!!

sad &happy

jz 1 day din update my blog..
bt i felt aleard long time ago d...muaha..
when i start suka bloging nerh..
==

i felt happy when saw he..
hiak hiak...
dun talk abt he d...

i m sad tdy..
i felt guilty &sorry to my monther..
becos i seem like wasting her money...

i m bad gal..==

i din pay attension on my studies..
sorry my dear mum...

i wil change my bad habit...i wil try..

i dun wan she wil dissapointed at me...

i wil try my best....

i loveu my mum <3


last 9 i had meet my dear chowtong..
damn happy..
i miss he n chee hian alot..
finally i had meet them last 9..

v stil same..
brother..
wat oso cn chat..haha...
happy....happy..

duno when v jz cn meet d...
i hope as fast as posibble...^^

tnite i gonna go clubing v my sista them..
this time sure vy happy..
becos all my sista on jor..
happy..excited..

i promise tat ..
after tdy i wil stop club d...

haha..

^^

i feel vy panic now..

oh shit!!!

i realy vyvy panic now...wat cn i do..

god ah god plz bless me....
i need ur bless...

tuesday

Today no skul nerh...
i m happy....
bt i stil need come to skul ...

i woke up in morning 11 sumthing...hehe..
then..after prepare...
i come to skul d....
i wait my group mate them at canteen..

after tat swynne come meet me..becos later v wan join a event...sumthing like photo shooting...
erm...

reach 2 pm...v oso go register n they help us make up ,set hair....
then...take pic...
lol...

wish me good luck la..

bt i nt vy like the hair he set 4 me..
seem like aunty nerh...=(

is ok la..jz take 4 fun nia....^^


i feel so excited...this thursday ...
haha..
clubing again..
this time more fun....becos...all my sista mayb cn go..
i hope they cn go...
dun out me aeroplane again..
hope...^^

i wan dance v them..
long time din meet all my sista d..
yeah..

summore..
my dear wil come to k.l on this thursday..
i vy happy bt i oso vyvy worry...=(
becos ....
anyway..GOD PLZ BLESS ME...BLESS ME EVERYTHING WIL BE GOOD...

cham lo.
i hav no money d..cham nia...=(

LIFE SUCK

had bad news here..
our presentation was fail..
v need to present again..
WTF..
i was so tired..

i believe tat all my group mate oso same...
v adi try our best ..
bt fail jor tat presentation.

haiz....
duno y ..i began hate our lecturer...
oh no..

haiz..

i slept 4 or 5 hour jz now..
bt i feel i gt nt enuf sleep at all..
think to sleep again..

2mr still need meeting nerh..aiyo....

haiz..duno y...
currently...i feel tat i was lost myself...
i duno wat should i do..wat i want.who i love d...
i cant found out tat answer..
its stil same - COMPLICATED

if continue like tat..
i think 1 day i sure will mad..

haiz..

LIFE SUCK!!

a good day 4 me...

tdy i feel quite happy....
becos..i woke up early..
becos...i dun wan late for meeting anymore..i dun wan all of them blame me...
i woke up on 8am...after prepared i direct come to skul d..

tdy no skul..
our college jz hav few ppl only...
i alone sitting on clc's cafe on9 & taking my breakfast now...
erm...feeling good...

i never try take breakfast alone...
hahaha...

lol...i waiting for them gt 1 hour...bt its ok la..
luckily gt mr.thosmas acc me..muahaha..
so happy got he this fren^^

they all reach skul d...v oso go library 4 discussion...
erm...
i totally vy tired d...bt its ok...2mr no meeting so i cn sleep late..^^
hehe..

haiz...i m so fat now...hw cn i do nih..cham lo..
face becum vyvy chan lo...
damn sad..

hehe...

tdy is a nice day ^^

a gud news for me..
is...
i din miss he adi..
good...

altot he din gv up me..
bt i think..i slowly gv up he d...
erm..nt bad.
good..
i like it...

last 9 receive a present from mr.A
hahah..
thx so much...
he knw i vyvy unhappy...
so he try his best to make me happy...
thx alot....^^

**sexy is my name **
hahhaha..

tdy i so happy even i vy tired...

tnite duno wan cook anot...
save money!!!!!

mis my mummy & daddy so much now.

n my best frenz too...cooper tong..
he come bk malaysia d..bt i cant meet he ...
sad.

i hope he fast cum k.l find me...
i miss he deadly....=(

我累了。。我哭了。。

从来不爱哭的我。。。
我很难哭泣。。

但今天眼泪却不停的掉落。。
今天我却变了大哭包。。。
觉得自己真的累了。。

感觉身边的人一个一个的离开了我。。
我还是一个人。。
没有朋友。。我的朋友全部不喜欢我。。。
我的housemate不喜欢我。。

我真的不想去care..
告诉自己要坚强。。但我却想放弃的念头了。。。
我不喜欢这里的一切。。
我承认我笨。。我英文不是很好。。。。我懒惰。。。
唉。。。

我真的累了。。。
我真的很想回家。。回属于我的地方。。
我的姐妹。。

我现在的心情。。。除了哭。。我真的不知道能做什么了。。。
天啊。。

为什么今天变到这样爱哭。
不像我。。
眼泪不断的流下来。。。
谁能告诉我。。我还能怎样~

i'm so tired

heartache...
T.T

currently i realy vyvy sad..bt nobody understand me
wat can i do...
i'm so tired...
i tired of everything...
my love...
my studies..
my life in k.l...
i realy tired of everything now...

i dun hope to face it..
bt..in fact ..i nid to face evething....
y!!!

my love...
he is a guy tat i love...our story vy sweetz...be4 i came to k.l...
after i came to k.l..everything seem like change...
he din love me &care me anymore..
i dun wan be stupid gal...

my studies..
i jz can say..all is my fault...becos i din put effort on it...=(

my life in k.l..
abt my housemate..
i m so sorry...
i duno hw to communicated v them...as wat my frenz say..
seem like they nt vy like me..mayb hate me...i duno..
bt ....they let me feel it...
y...

all stay together...if u all dislike me..cn tel me..
i cn accept 1...or i wil move out...
jz want all of my housemate honest to me....

haiz...

arrrh...
so many bad thing came to me recently...
i realy so tired...
i miss my home town..i miss when i in secondary skul tat time..
no any pressure...

if time allow...i realy hope cn go bk tat time v duno each other....
bt its imposible..
i knw..

tdy when i woke up...
i din c any masg & cal from U...
then i understand everything d....
finally..i realy gv up d..
from now..i wil try my best dun pick up ur call..

I WANT 4GET U ..MR.LEE..

i promise myself...
this is a 1st time n oso the last time i tears for u ....
!!!

it will nt happend anymore!!

i'm so tired..

TWLIGHT **love**

I'M SO HIGH NOW!!

HAHHHAHAHHAH....

VYVYVYY HAPPY..BECOS OF MY FAVOURITE MOVIE **TWLIGHT SAGA ECLIPSE**

hohoho...

who havent go watch..plz go watch now!!

its nice..<3

i love it so much ..much n much..

a romantic ..touching..movie..

bt the character i love most is EDWARD CULLEN..

i cant describe hw i love he....
muahaha..

love he as my ''husband''

i wan go c again...again....
!!!!

LOVE TWLIGHT SO MUCH...^^

i feel relax now...be back my self...wake up from dream..at last...^^

i feel relax now..
i sad whole day d..finally i relax now..
becos..i did a decision tat i hav to did...

i gv up again...
i gv up he again..
i think he oso wil feel ntg when saw my msg...^^
its ok..

be frenz is the best way for us...
rite..
i wont get hurt anymore..

altot i m sad..bt time cn change everything...
i wil try my best forget him..
i wont force myself to forget him...
everything jz take it easy..

its over!!!
elvysoon....

from now...my life no more MR.L
i will face everthing is coming to me..n chanllenge it...
bt i wil try nt fal in love v sum1 who already hav gf...

me n he hav many sweetz memory ..
appreciate tat time v having..
tat enuf...
atleast in our life oso hav a pretty memory be4....^^


i vyvy sleepy now..
tdy i happy becos of my classmate...
thx they acc me ....
they make me happy....v go 'cheong k'
hav fun ther..^^
thx carmen & lilian jie..love u ....<3

wat i promise them..is i realy wil forget he...wont sad anymore...
i promise..after 2mr...
happy's lv shan will come bk d...

everything adi settle...

from now...
i wil appreciate wat i hav...
expeacially who treat me gud..& love me....

i realy feel so relax now..
like ...i realy wake up..no more dreaming...
wow...
i like this feeling...
^^

i wan go sleep d..vyvy tired d..
gud nite...
after tdy...i wil more good...n i swear i wil try make my life more color...

dun wan complicated again...
^^

I DONT WANT LOVE ANYMORE....HURT!!!

wow...
i'm damn pro now..
nw in class ntg do la...
finally i finished my assigment d.
damn happy...yeah yeah...
bt next week jz pass up...xd...

last 9 6sumthing in the morning jz sleep..
then wake up on 9.30 am...
i damn sleepy now...
wan sleep la..
ltr stil gt class..bt i plan to skip again..i wan go home slip d...
tak boleh tahan lo....

last 9 v had talk many thing...
ur's thing...ur's pastence...u & ur gf'thing..
hw start...hw u love her....
yea..many many....
u had told me many things about u ...

i oso had tell u alot of my things....
bt ..
i feel regret...

duno y ...after told u my pastence...my story...
i felt unsafety....
the problem is...
from now....i nt dare to love u anymore..
i start feel scare jor...

i dun wan ply by u...
i dun wan u say love me bt at last is jz a joke...
i dun want!!!

I DUNO HW U THINK AFTER KNOWING MY STORY.BT WAT IS SAID IS....TAT'S A PASTENCE...I KNW..U WONT SERIOUS V ME AGAIN...SO I WONT SERIOUS TOO...ITS OVER

i realy vyvy regret y last 9 v chat so many thing...
shit!!!!
haiz....

i dun want love u anymore!!
i dun wan get hurt.
i protect myself...i admit tat i realy selfish....
bt ...i oso dun wan my self get hurt by U!!!!

i want 4get u...
i want!!!!


I WANT FORGET U....I DUN WANT LOVE U ANYMORE!!!!
START FROM NOW..
EVERYTHING IS OVER....
I DUN WAN GET HURT ANYMORE!!!!!!
THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR ME....

hav a great time v my frenz

tdy i woke up at 12 pm...
carmen & thomas keep called me wake up...haha..
becos v want went to e-curve be4 1pm...
our movie started at 1.15 pm...

after i prepared..
lol...v stil late for the movie...
kent was wait us at ther d...

when v reached ther already 1.30pm d..
lol...late 15 minutes...
erm...
tat ghost movie is nice...becos damn scary & horrible...
bt ..story so lame la..
forget it better...if not later i nt dare sleep..
**tnite i sleep alone..roomate slip other room...bt gud oso la...xd**

after watch movie..
v went 'dragon 龙的传人'having our lunch.
haiz...
spent money again..
T.T

i hav no money d..
god...
i want find a part time job...
bt..wil hav many trouble....

finished eating...
me n thomas went sunway gizza TRUE FITNESS for gym...
exercise..hahaa..
gud gud..
I WANT DIET DIET DIET..

yea...i damn enjoy ther..
becos long time din go gym d...
felt relax..
^^

after gym...
i oso come bk my house d...
chit-chat v yvonne...
i had told her many thing....

she is the 1 of my housemate that i cn chat v her...
becos i duno hw to communicated v another housemate..
mayb area nt same...
i duno they hw think me...i duno they like or dislike me..

i jz do my own part...
i m a person....treat everything vyvy easy..
ppl treat me gud...i treat ppl gud....
who treat me bad...i wont nt fren v them anymore...
easy....

i feel sum of them seem like nt vy like me..
i duno y ..
bt i dun wan think so much n care..
haiz...

act i damn sad..

act i vy suffer stay here...
i duno y ...feel i like no freedom.
i suffer does'nt mean tat i dislike they all...
i dint!!

i felt so sorry to my housemate..
bt i hav to honest here...
sorry...i apologise to her...becos.i knw...i had disturbing her...when nite..
becos...sumtime my frenz wil cal me at nite...i sms..i watch movie...

she is vy sensitive sound....wil cos abit sound then wake up d..
so sorryy....
bt....
i no idea....my frenz cal me..i nid pick up..he is vy important to me..
nobody wil sleep until how.go out talking phone...bt...recently..when i slip..he called me..then i wil go out talking phone..if nt lazy...
i try my best dont wan disturb her d..
haiz..

last 9...
mayb i watch movie..bt i adi use headphone d..
i sms..mayb keypad's sound...

she wake up again..
so sorry...
bt.....

this oso is my room...
i oso hav to paid....
sorry..

i nt dare midnite stay at outside...
hope she wil understand...
haiz...

i prefer sleep alone .....
^^
bt i hav nt enuf money to do tat...

i need money ....


tdy know so many thing abt 'sumthing'...
bt ..i act like ntg...bt i'm sad...its ok la..4get it
becos i dun wan got any argue or else..
bt....
dun over my limit..
thx...

tdy i had cooked by myself too..
'fried rice'
damn nice..
**beh pai seh me **

when i was eating...ms.carmen call me..
tell me a bad news...
our assigment need pass up 2mr..
oh gosh!!!
i touch oso havent touch nerh...wat to do..
be4 they told me pass up on next week..
now say 2mr..
nt enuf time la ...

finished eat ....finished bath...thn i rush to bintang cafe met carmen & bryan...
they 2 at ther doing assigment...
...
til now...i do half only..
they bryan oso havent finish...
mayb many ppl stil havent finish..so v decide 2mr tel lecturer tat v cnt pass up..realy nt enuf time..

god plz bless us...^^

ntg do now...
boring...
haiz...so miss him now..recently i keep late sleep....cham lor.
my eyes bag...haiz....
getting serious..
haiz...bt i stil wan late slip...hiak hiak...

duno y..tdy my mood seem like nt vy good...
i cant find tat reason ...
i miss him i miss him...
i love he...
i love 'he'

wat to do!!!!
arrrhhh.....haiz...
bt at last....
v oso cant 2gether...i oso dun wan think so much....
u got gf!!!i cant do anything!!!!!

sleep better ^^

**tdy i hav a great time v my classmate ^^**

cooking day..^^

haha...
tdy ...i so happy...
becos..i cook dinner by myself..
1st time..

actually nt the 1st time..
is many time d..
bt in k.l ...1st time la...1 ppl cook..
nice feel...

tat feeling like..
i getting bigger d...cn marry d..haa..cn be children's mother d...
hahahaa...

think so far rite...hahhaa..
zzz....

tdy i late to class again..
mr.thomas..cal me wake up...bt aftertat duno y ..i slept back.
so bad..when i woke up tat time..already 10am d...
gosh...
i so panic tat time..

then i din take bath d...
tie up my hair...brush my teeth ..then go skul..after break time..
entered the class..
stupid lecturer....
keep perli me...
bt i din bother him la....ignore...xd.
hw bad me ah...xd..

stupid assigment & presentation come again..
haiz..
i wil bz after this week d i think..
wan study...revision...assigment..presentation..

bt i prefer presentation more...
if i had enuf prepare..
i wil enjoy it...

god bless me..

i dun wan lazy anymore lar...!!!

after class..
i feel hungry ...
n ask my classmate them go take lunch 2gether ..
me n brian wan go tesco..
so v decide went to the curve ther...

v went 'little taiwan' taking our lunch...
erm..for me..i damn like taiwan's food...
i gv my self own target..
i wil go TAIWAN again...mayb next year...
^^

hope i cn success my dream..^^

yeah..2mr no class again...
go movie v my classmate them...
a ghost movie..
i think wil nt c again..waste money inside..bt wa suka....hahaa<3

i enjoy the feeling when hang out v my classmate n housemate...
love them so much<3

hope they knw...

even...me at house...less comunicated v my housemate...
bt...i'm ntg 1....nt means tat i wil dislike u all or hw..
i dint!!!i love u all...realy love u all...
jz less talk in house...
plz 4gv me nah....
hehee...^^

muacks....<3

i wan watch my movie d..谈情说案。。
my housemate them..wanna finish tat movie d..bt i stil start to watch nia..
i wan pia d..hahha..

lazy study again..shit me....haha.
bt is ok..tdy happy...

babe..
i wil learn many many n cook many many delicious food...
hiak hiak...

stupid me

now already 2am d...bt i still keep on9...
i wan go to bed d....bt ...i lazy sleep..
wat the stupid me...
ahhaa...
sum ppl sure feel i'm a crazy & funny gal..
sleep oso lazy..
haha...

ntg to do..
so update my blog..

this few week...
i realy waste many time d..
i din concentrate on my study at all...din put much effort on it..
hw cum...
becos...LAZY..

hey hey...cnt be like this la...
start from 2mr....i wan study hard d...
i wanna plan my time d...\
ply is ply..study is study..
because..i realy waste many time d...

i cnt be lazy anymore...
mr.thomas & ms.carmen..
they 2 wil help me..
love them so much...^^

i wil jia you..
i dun wan fail in exam....
god bless me..

i wan try my best..

i cant miss class again..
i cant late to skul again..
i wan catch up wat lecturer had teached..
hope i cn did it.babe...hahha...

STUDY SMART ..!!!

a stupid guy...uncle!!!
i hate u ....
wat i so stupid wil fall in love v him ha..
damn stupid la me...
bt its ok..
nt vy deep...stil cn 4get it..

i knw...
me n him is imposible wil 2gther..
i dun hope so...
bt...y....y nw i stil wil care abt him...
i dun wan la wey...

my sista them ask me to gv up..
well...
i wil gv up..i promise..
i wont deep ..i promise..
i wont let myself get hurt too...
babe...

everything keep take it easy..

wat he mind thinking now..i duno..i confuse...i cant read wat his mind thinking..
damn~..
he say he love me..
bt wat to do...
he angry i hang out v guy..
he angry me din pick up his phone...
he jealous me fall in love v other...

bt....wat to do...

i dislike ppl control me...
if u r gud...then ok...bt now...the problem is..
u hurt me too babe...
i oso a human..

i wil sad...will..jealous when u v her too...
bt i cant say anything.
jz keep quite at here...

u knw!!!

u knw my feeling....!!!

i cant be v u anymore...
i dun wan hurt ..
i wan 4get u ..

i wil try my best....
becos i promise my sista d..
dun sad becos of him!!!

nt value to do tat!!!!
DUN WAN BE STUPID GAL...
BE TOUGH ....

STUDY HARD BETTER!!!!
WANNA TRY MY BEST D....


is time to sleep..
good nite...^^

stupid me

now already 2am d...bt i still keep on9...
i wan go to bed d....bt ...i lazy sleep..
wat the stupid me...
ahhaa...
sum ppl sure feel i'm a crazy & funny gal..
sleep oso lazy..
haha...

ntg to do..
so update my blog..

this few week...
i realy waste many time d..
i din concentrate on my study at all...din put much effort on it..
hw cum...
becos...LAZY..

hey hey...cnt be like this la...
start from 2mr....i wan study hard d...
i wanna plan my time d...\
ply is ply..study is study..
because..i realy waste many time d...

i cnt be lazy anymore...
mr.thomas & ms.carmen..
they 2 wil help me..
love them so much...^^

i wil jia you..
i dun wan fail in exam....
god bless me..

i wan try my best..

i cant miss class again..
i cant late to skul again..
i wan catch up wat lecturer had teached..
hope i cn did it.babe...hahha...

STUDY SMART ..!!!

a stupid guy...uncle!!!
i hate u ....
wat i so stupid wil fall in love v him ha..
damn stupid la me...
bt its ok..
nt vy deep...stil cn 4get it..

i knw...
me n him is imposible wil 2gther..
i dun hope so...
bt...y....y nw i stil wil care abt him...
i dun wan la wey...

my sista them ask me to gv up..
well...
i wil gv up..i promise..
i wont deep ..i promise..
i wont let myself get hurt too...
babe...

everything keep take it easy..

wat he mind thinking now..i duno..i confuse...i cant read wat his mind thinking..
damn~..
he say he love me..
bt wat to do...
he angry i hang out v guy..
he angry me din pick up his phone...
he jealous me fall in love v other...

bt....wat to do...

i dislike ppl control me...
if u r gud...then ok...bt now...the problem is..
u hurt me too babe...
i oso a human..

i wil sad...will..jealous when u v her too...
bt i cant say anything.
jz keep quite at here...

u knw!!!

u knw my feeling....!!!

i cant be v u anymore...
i dun wan hurt ..
i wan 4get u ..

i wil try my best....
becos i promise my sista d..
dun sad becos of him!!!

nt value to do tat!!!!
DUN WAN BE STUPID GAL...
BE TOUGH ....

STUDY HARD BETTER!!!!
WANNA TRY MY BEST D....


is time to sleep..
good nite...^^

nice weekend

i enjoyed this weekend..
fulll of entertaiment..
becos..my brother them..
xiao yong them...came to k.l find us....
hav many great time v them...

luckily this weekend gt them acc me..if nt i sure bored til dead...
hiak hiak ^^..

i hav great time v my sista JOSEE THEM...
stella hav join us oso...
v went maison..
AWESOME's place!!!

bt ther too much ppl d..
i cant breath at all...
bt i like dance n enjoyed ther...^^

**next time i want go MOS**

this weekend many thing happend...
i wil try upload pic on my blog as fast as i cn..

i'm a lonely's gal..
i nid sum1 love ...care & more ....

bt ....
i knew..v 2 realy hav big problem now...n the problem imposible wil solve....
never & ever...


i think...
is time to solve the problem now...

everything i will...try to accept..^^

i wil nt cry becos of u ...
be tough elvy soon...

u cn did it...

bring nerh~

i'm so boring now la..
waiting mr.thosmas...
he said traffic jam...lol..

v plan to gmy ltr...
bt i feel...tat plan sure wil nt sucess la....
hahha.
its ok..tdy cnt..stil gt other day...

i want DIET !!!
is fat now....
sad man~~

tdy i miss class class..
becos i realy cant wake up..
even mr.thomass has call me 10 time n more..
bt i totally dint heard any rintones...
sleep like a pig...hahha..

I CNT MISS CLASS ANYMORE..

feel recently i become lazy again..
hw cum har..
cnt like this la wey...
elvy soon..
hahaha.

i dun wan wate my mum money ..
i feel guilty...
T.T

i wan study hard..
bt i ....realy din try my best ..
bitch me..
haiz..

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
STUDY HARD..ELVY SOON..
U CN DID IT....

tnite i wanna take dinner v my sista josee ng...
she wan cook 4 me...haha.
so gud leh..
save money...

so miss my family..my mummy..my sista them..
hehe^^

i'm so excited ...
becos friday my frenz xiao yong & aunty them wil come to k.l find us..
gud...^^


summore.
my videoclip hav upload on facebook..
thx jason help me make a nice slideshow...
i like it so much <3
so boring now leh..
wat to do..
i miss him so much...even he nt by my side..
think to cal him..bt scare wil disturb he...
so keep waiting...^^

so sorry..
to make sum1 feel unsafety...
mayb...i already change many ...nt same like be4's me...
bt ...i knw wat i do now..
altot my mind was empty...

i love freedom..
i dun wan who else to control me..
sorry...tats is my life..
please to accept..

i dun wan lost u ....
bt i oso dun wan lost freedom..
u knw??

i admit tat i m nt a person vy gud in show out my feeling....
even i sad...i love...
everything i jz try keep into my heart..becos..i knew...i wil handle it as weel as i cn..
bt ..i din show out ...doesnt means tat..I NT CARE...

TATS ALL...
...

so tired now...
altot i slip more then 10 hour...
my housemate ...say my face vyvy 'chan'
sad..
hahha...

k la..is time to go out..
mr.thosmas reach...
tata~

happy day ~

hoho..i'm back..

erm...

this week i think i spent rm1000 ++ ..

alot of money rite...

lolz...

nw i totally jiro..

bt its ok la..

happy enuf..hahaa....

i vy thx henry tan & jason find me be their model...

n take alot of nice pic 4 me..

thx....

^^

they say ..next time wan take 4 me again..

becos..time nt enuf this time..

its ok la..

..v stil gt alot of time....

^^

tdy i go bought clothes again..

aiyo.

i dun wan go shopping centre d....

i dun wan waste money liao la..

no money d..mummy ...help ah....hahaa....

tdy ...i so happy..

no class tdy ....then ...me ,carmen ,&thosmas...

v went midvalley 4 movie..

v lost again....around half n hour..

hahhaa..stupid la mr.thomas...hahhaha..

jkjk...xd..

then....v get midvalley...already 4 pm d..

v go bought tiket 1st..5pm movie

tat movie v watched ** THE HUNTING LOVER**

WAT THE STUPID MOVIE!!

hahaha..

boom me 996 nerh....

stil need to wait 1 hour..

so v go sushi king eat abit sushi..

i ate so many la...

haiz...fat again...

be4 ate sushi....i ate chicken rice...hahha..

gai lo...

FAT LIAO ...ELVY SOON...

5pm d...v oso went to cinema d...

muahaha..

get our seat ..

waiting tat movie start...

started ...i though vyvy horrible...

i owayz use my jacket cover my eyes..hahhaa..

carmen...laugh me nerh..so bad...hahaa...

bt after tat..cheh...vyvy shit la...no scary at all...swtzzz...

n vyvy weird la tat movie..

realy boom me 996....hahha...

then..after movie...v came bk cova 4 dinner again..

i ate again...

pizza hut..

nt nice...==..

i wont go next time d...

jz nw so happy when talking phone v sumbody..

hahaa..

he vyvy stupid la.owayz say nonsence thing to me...

y this world gt so stupid guy...hahhaa...

bt i like...hahhhaa..

WASUKA <3

so miss him lar...xd

he say wil come find me soon...

i wait u ....

hahhahaa...

i wan go out v my sister JOSEE NG again...

accompany her 4 dinner...

hahhaaa..

write til here la..

tata...

muacks..<3

TODAY I SO HAPPY ^^